School

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School is like a living hell.

It's a place where you're treated like a pest, you have to focus on pointless work, and somehow push through a swirl of emotions.

Whether it be happy or sad, there's always so many thoughts and emotions that come with going to the same old school. Every. Single. Day.

And don't even get me started on bullies. If I had a dime for every time that I've ever been bullied in school, I would be a millionaire.

Making friends is always another horrible thing for me.

Growing up, I've always had to move around and switch houses. Going through that is rough, let me tell ya.

Losing friends, losing your sanity, losing the only people that care about you...

And then being expected to make completely new friends whether you want to or not.

It's a vicious cycle that I've always been caught in and probably always will be.

Sometimes, I still do think about those people that I had to leave behind. I think about what kind of lives they must be living right now, what kind of people they are.

Everytime I think about them, it sends me into depression all over again. It's like the sadness and anger will never leave me like I left them.

Why can't I just live a simple life like other kids...?

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