I stepped out, zipped-mouthed...
and walked away silently...
so that no one could notice...
until my shadow faded...
and i was completely out of view...
when i now turn back my face...
and look at all that which i've forsaken
i realize that
all of my feelings have been left unexpressed...
all my dreams left unseized...
tightening my eyelids even harder...
and numb as always...
i engaged myself in that ultimate 'voyage'
everything new that i try
always bring me back to again and again...
and i let out my heart...
as it sinks...
deeper and deeper...
in that vast ocean
unapprehensively...
yet again to that unknown destination...