For a while, I wondered..
Once you have been the only thing I've ever held so near...
The first time I've believed in dreams...
And the last time I ever had a heart!
'cause today,
As you left...
You shattered that which had hold you...
You betrayed the dreams of one who saw in you
... a fairytale...
...a new beginning... and
...a happy ending...
You gave me hope...
then snatched them away!
You promised me light...
Then flickered them off!
I'm not so blind...
I'm left behind, I can see...
I'm useless again, I know...
But then, why did you ever come?!
Before you, I knew I was nothing...
Yet, you made me believe I could be someone...
Then left me alone...
Without light...
I grope in the dark...
So many "whys" around...
After all I've said, didn't I have right to even a word??
Before you left, couldn't you have said good-bye??
At least I would have understand...
This could have healed my "whys"...
What's left now, I'll jumble them together...
And keep going my way...
Holding to those memories... of you...
But one thing I'm sure
MY SORROWS TEND TO ETERNITY!
