a new chapter -an o2l fanfic-

chapter 5 - every ship sinks

Its been a little while since the death of Connor's love and soul. Our date happened the day before they moved out of the o2l house. Being 'heartbroken' Connor decides to go back home to Minnesota. I left that place and I don't plan on going back.

According to Ricky, Connor arrived home yesterday and was back to being upset. I don't understand him. It was just a healthy little dare. To be honest, I was actually excited for spending time with my best friend.

Since that awful day, I've been receiving large amounts of hate on twitter and many unfollows. My youtube channel crashed down into flames. I got millions of comments saying they were only here for Connor.

I just feel so selfish today.

I begin to set up my camera without even thinking. I adjust my lights the way that Connor always did, and I place my microphone in between them.

Finally, I press record.

"Hi guys! It's Morgan, and today, Im not quite sure what im doing." I sigh, forming a fake smile on my face.

"Sooo.. I just tweeted for you guys to ask me questions for a q&a!" I smile, flipping some brown hair off of my shoulder.

"@tyleroakley asked; do you talk to yo momma wit dat mouth?" I laugh as the words roll off of my tongue.

"Yes tyler, I have q&a's with my mother!" I giggle, thinking of how I should screenshot the tweet and edit it onto the bottom of the screen.

"@radlawley asked; are you a bigger flop than greyson chance?"

Who's Greyson Chance? Oh he apparently flopped.

"Well, I um maybe?" I respond, smoothing out the top of my black jeans.

After answering some more questions, I decide to just answer the one everybody's been sending,

"Okay, I was asked this one question way too many times. Guys, I didnt mean to break Connor's heart. I was going to tell him while we were on the date, but Brianne happened to post the video earlier than I intended." I state, pursing my lips.

"And that's all I have for you nuggets today! So, like comment, subscribe, and don't forget to go to audible.com/morgan and naturebox.com/morgan to get some goodies for free!"

Im turning into Tyler.

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Minutes after I finish uploading and editing my video, I receive an email about the only and only Vidcon.

Being that I received about 1 million subs in the first week, I guess they invited me.

Its not my fault that all of my friends had over one million.

Having Lia as a roommate definitely didn't help.

I email youtube back, saying that I'd attend.

Later on, Lia returned home screaming vidcon.

"MORGAN MORGAN MORGAN ELISE SMITH GET OUT HERE!"

I ran out of my teal blue room and into the emptiness that was our dining room.

"We have a panel together!" She squeals, throwing her arms around the small of my back. I scrolled through her phone that contained the schedule. And the thing is, she was right. We had the main stage, a meet and greet, and two panels together.

To be honest, I had a lot going on. I had three main stages; The one with the girls, One with Tyler, Troye, and the British youtubers, and the last was I had to perform the o2l song with the guys and apparently Connor was still gonna do it.

I had a meet and greet with o2l also. And more and more panels! I was in a beauty guru panel with Bethany, Zoe, Alexa, Ingrid, Arden, and many more.

Maybe I was excited, but the more stuff I had with Connor the worse I felt inside.

"Morgan, Connor wants to talk to you about everything at Vidcon." Lia states, rubbing my back softly. I smile back, hoping that he doesnt want to destroy my entire career.

Who cares if he ruins it anyway?

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authors note;

hi guys! so i know vidcon 2014 happened already, but im using it to get morgan and connor to talk and not be forced by peer pressure. and thank you guys for 62 reads! :)

xox

jordan