april ; m.yg

hyr :: letter

dear min yoongi

how are you?

i hope you are still playing the piano

i hope you are still doing fine

you see i always knew there was something wrong with me

i could never stand properly

or run or do anything athletic

when i transferred in april

the doctors told me that i didn't have much time left

and i realised that there was a lot of things i wanted to do

but i had little time to do it

i realised that i had to many dreams

and not enough time to make then come true

so i tried doing all the things that i wanted to do

so that i wont have the regrets later

sometimes i would think life was cruel

but i had the responsibility to make things better

i ate whatever i wanted to without worrying about my weight

me who was always scared of heights went up the roof to watch the stars

i wanted to go to school for the first time

i wanted to perform a duet with my favourite piano player

you . . .

to be honest i liked you the first time i saw you

i thought you were quite interesting

i've never seen anyone play so emotionlessly

i've always admired you

when i realised we went to the same school

i started to like you more

i started talking to you

when we got paired for the gala duet

i was thrilled

i finally get to play with my idol

that night when we talked

i realised you were going through things just like me

and that you had a pretty rough start

i wanted to spend more time with you

to make you feel loved

but i realised i didnt have enough time

so i told a lie

i said to the whole grade that i liked minjae

but to be honest i didnt like him in that way

i just wanted to make you closer to me

i also didnt want to cause haeun any trouble

she obviously liked you and i didnt want to ruin her chances

i really hope you understand

please forgive me

in the end i hope i was able to live in someones heart

i wonder if i would live in yours

Do you think you'll remember me at least a little?

You'd better not hit "reset!" Don't forget me, okay? That's a promise, okay?

I'm glad it's you, after all.

Will I reach you? I hope I can reach you

i love you min yoongi

i love you yoongi

i love you agust d

i love you yoonji

i love you suga

maybe you wont say it back but

i just wanted you to know

with lots of love and wishes

han yeoreum