Moving on. They said, i should start taking my feet to a new stage. The stage of moving on. But to me, it was still hard. It's been almost a year. But still I can't moved on. How or where should I start? Everywhere I look around only reminds me of what we had. Or.. what I've had. Our memories... My memories. They call it one sided love, I call it suicide.
I love my bestfriend. No. I love him, more than just a bestfriend. He was there for me when I needed him. He was my prince in shining armor. He was my ''Mr.Right turned Mr.Wrong''. I know my girlfriends are getting tired of me being a drama queen but still they never left me.
ALIYAH, MOVE ON DAAAAAHLING. THERE ARE SOOOO MANY FISH IN THE SEA.
Joan joyfully said.
BUT THERE'S NO SEA AROUND HERE.
I answered her with a low tone. I saw Joan, Charlene and Micca stared at each other and gave a big sigh.
WHERE'S THE HUMOR BABY DOLL? IT BASICALLY MEANS, THERE'S LOTS OF GUYS OUT THERE! Micca said while rolling her eyes.
HUH? OH YEAH. *sigh*
YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU SHOULD GO OUT ON A DATE OR SOMETHING. JUST TO MAKE YOU DISTRACTED AND FORGET THAT KARL GUY.
Charlene winked at the girls.
I DON'T KNOW. I JUST DON'T FEEL LIKE DATING ANY OTHER GUY.
I stood up and started walking away. But I stopped, took a deep breath, turned around and said:
BY THE WAY. HE'S NOT JUST ''THAT KARL GUY''. HE'S THE GUY I LOVE OKAY?!
Turned around and ran away.
I heard them shouting my name but I ignored them. Forcing me to date someone else just to forget Karl is a big joke. God, even though I love my girls, there are times that they get sooooo annoying. Like now.
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BABY GIRL, YOU HOME EARLY?
mom asked.
YEAH MOM. *sigh*
HEY WHY THE LONG FACE? WHERE ARE JOAN AND OTHERS?
I LEFT THEM. WELL, YOU KNOW KARL RIGHT?
KARL. -- OH. YEAH. THE GUY WHO BROKE MY BABY'S HEART.
mom hugged me tight then let go.
WHAT ABOUT KARL DARLING? HOW WAS HE INVOLVED HERE?
WELL, WE WERE TALKING ABOUT HIM AND THEY WERE JUST ADVISING ME TO DATE SOMEONE ELSE MOM. BUT I REALLY CANT JUST DO THAT! WHAT FOR?
WELL YOU'RE RIGHT. HEARTACHES WILL HEAL IN TIME. NOT BY FORCING IT. GO SHIFT YOUR ATTENTION WITH OTHER THINGS. GO ENROLL IN A MUSICAL SCHOOL OR WHATEVER.
Mom kissed me on my cheeks.
THANKS MOM. I OWE YOU A LOT.
I KNOW THAT.
mom cheerfully said and winked at me,
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10 Ways You Know You're over your PAST. (One shot)
Short StoryMoving on is a step by step process. It shouldn't be rushed. Don't force yourself to move on when you're really not ready. It'll make it more hard to move on when you force yourself.
