STEP 1. Thinking about your past, less.

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After a week of being upset with the girls, Joan and the other girls came and visited me.

HI BABYDOLL.

HEY.  I smiled at them.

SORRY ABOUT---

I cut off what was she about to say.

NO. SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A BITCH. FOR SHOUTING AT YOU GIRLS. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.

X-O-X-O!!! GOSSIP GIRLS! They cheerfully shouted in unison.

Well within a week of thinking things..

Thinking about Karl and I probably. well... I realized that I'm getting tired...

..Getting tired of thinking about him.

But what the hell? Is he thinking of me too?

NO!

I really should divert my thoughts.

GIRLS! LET'S GO SHOPPING!

YEEEEY!

I kept on diverting my thoughts and I'm proud to say that I don't think of him as much as before! :)

I'm feeling free because I'm not toeturing myself about what could have been.

Even though I think about him from time to time, which is probably normal, it doesn't makes me feel sad, angry hurt or bitter.

I will just keep on thinking or remembering the good times and the good memories we've shared without hurting myself.

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Just a lovely note readers! I will try my best to finish this within the night. And I'll make this a short story. Every step will be just more or less one page okay? I hope you understand. :)

xoxo

BlabberMary

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