After a week of being upset with the girls, Joan and the other girls came and visited me.
HI BABYDOLL.
HEY. I smiled at them.
SORRY ABOUT---
I cut off what was she about to say.
NO. SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A BITCH. FOR SHOUTING AT YOU GIRLS. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU.
X-O-X-O!!! GOSSIP GIRLS! They cheerfully shouted in unison.
Well within a week of thinking things..
Thinking about Karl and I probably. well... I realized that I'm getting tired...
..Getting tired of thinking about him.
But what the hell? Is he thinking of me too?
NO!
I really should divert my thoughts.
GIRLS! LET'S GO SHOPPING!
YEEEEY!
I kept on diverting my thoughts and I'm proud to say that I don't think of him as much as before! :)
I'm feeling free because I'm not toeturing myself about what could have been.
Even though I think about him from time to time, which is probably normal, it doesn't makes me feel sad, angry hurt or bitter.
I will just keep on thinking or remembering the good times and the good memories we've shared without hurting myself.
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Just a lovely note readers! I will try my best to finish this within the night. And I'll make this a short story. Every step will be just more or less one page okay? I hope you understand. :)
xoxo
BlabberMary
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10 Ways You Know You're over your PAST. (One shot)
Cerita PendekMoving on is a step by step process. It shouldn't be rushed. Don't force yourself to move on when you're really not ready. It'll make it more hard to move on when you force yourself.
