Chapter 1--No more good girl

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Today's the day, the first day of school, the confident feeling I had only two days ago is now replaced by fear. What if they don't like what they see? What if I will always be the good girl the nobody thinks twice about.

As I walk downstairs with my new blonde wavy hair, that I just learned to keep looking good, my crop top, and skin tight jeans, my mom looks at me with disapproval. My mom and I were never close, I never tell her anything, and she was the reason I felt so pressured to be perfect so I know she is going to hate the new me, but that just makes it even better, I get to have fun AND make her mad.

I eat my breakfast, brush my teeth, then make my way to my car without even saying goodbye. My dad bought me this car for my sixteenth birthday, it's a red mustang convertible, very expensive. He's never really around, always going away for work, so he tries to make up for it with his money. Whatever though, at least I have a car. The neighbourhood we live in is really rich so my mustang doesn't really make me stand out, which is how I used to like it, but now my mission is to stand out.

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As I walk into school, I feel all eyes on me, exactly how I wanted it. All the guys are eyeing me up, even the popular ones, and all the girls are looking at me with jealousy. I feel this new sense of confidence rush through me and its only the first day.

Makayla, the schools most popular girl, you know the whole cliché blonde, perfect body, cheerleader, can get any guy she wants, walks up to me.

I get this nervous feeling in my stomach, and all the confidence leaves me. She's going to ruin this whole thing,

"Brittany, is that you...?" She asks sounding really surprised.

"Um, yes" I reply, surprised that she even knew my name, let alone recognize me.

"Wow, you look so different, a good different. I mean, you're totally hot now. You should sit with us"

I knew I shouldn't agree, she's only like this because of how I look right now, but this was the whole point of everything. If I sat with her, I would become friends with all of the popular ones, get invited to parties, and get the guys, so obviously I agreed.

"Great!! Come walk with me" she replied with excitement.

I started walking nervously with her, scared she was gonna trip me or something, just like the typical popular girl, she pretended to be sweet, but in reality she was a cold hearted bitch.

We walked until I arrived at my first class, English. I took a seat in the middle of the class and tried to ignore all of the stares I was getting, if I made one wrong move, they would all see. Even with my bad girl act, I still didn't want to throw away my education so I tried to focus on the teacher even though all she was doing was introducing herself and discussing what we would be doing this year. Overall, it was pretty boring. It might have seemed like I enjoyed classes since I was such an amazing student, but just like almost every other teenager, I would rather be doing something else.

"Brittany, your turn" Mrs. Wood announced.

Oh god, my turn for what? I hadn't been listening, I had been to busy thinking to myself. Everybody was looking at me now, and I was trying with all I had not to let my face turn tomato red. It would not go with the blonde hair... But my attempt failed, I could feel my face getting redder by the minute.

"Come on, no need to be shy" she continued on.

Does she not understand I wasn't listening or is she just doing this to teach me a lesson. Can't she give me a hint or something?

"Umm, sorry what?" I replied, all of my confidence from earlier gone. If I was going to continue this bad girl act I was going to need a lot of practice.

"What did you do over the summer?" The teaches asked again, clearly annoyed this time. All of the guys were smirking over at me, and the girls all had annoyed looks on their faces.

"Oh, you know get drunk, party, smoke weed, get laid, probably the same thing you did" I said sarcastically.

What the hell was that? That sounded stupid, not sarcastic. Oh my god, what is wrong with me.

Everybody in the class burst out laughing, while I kind of sunk down and tried to hide in my desk. Come on guys, it wasn't even funny, it sounded stupid.

Mrs. Wood looked at me, obviously really angry.

"Well, maybe you can continue that behaviour in detention for the next week"

What even? How did that happen. I had never got in trouble my whole life, and now here it was the first day of school, and I had five detentions. Wow, who knew it was that easy. Well, there goes my spotless reputation, all for saying one stupid sentence. Maybe this whole bad girl thing would be easier than I thought...

a/n -- first chapter was pretty short, the next chapter will be longer, thank you for reading, remember to vote&give me feedback. love you all, xoxo--livealittle :)

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