Seventeen but Thirteen 💐 [SEVENTEEN DINO ff] [Editing]

SF'9'

Do you ever feels like you want to do something so badly, but you can't do because you are not brave enough? Yeah? That's exactly what I was feeling when I want to ask Dino who is Park Rein actually. Is she his girlfriend or not? I'm so curious, but I was too scared to face the truth.

I sighed. What if when I confront him then I didn't know what to ask then? What if when I ask him who is she, he will laugh at me? What if what I was thinking was right? There's a lot more of 'what if'

"Why does you look like someone kill your unexisted hamster?" Lyn asked me. We are currently in our school's cafeteria. After bawling my eyes out, I managed to get myself stop crying over something not official yet, and joined my friends during lunch.

I was hungry, no, not hungry, I was starving. I didn't eat anything except a few pancakes during breakfast along with a cup of juice. My stomach feels so empty right now.

"Nothing. I'm just fine. Nothing to worry about" I smiled forcefully.

How I can I smile properly when my mind still thinking about Dino and Rein? Nah I can't ever think or doing something without my mind thinking about them.

"Said that to my foots, maybe they will believe you then" Lyn sending me a look that said better-you-tell-me-or-I-kicks-your-ass.

"Lyn, if I ask you this, you can't laugh or smiling like an idiot or yelling and screaming, okay?"

She nodded and I continue

"Who is Park Rein? What is her relationship with dino? Is she his crush or his girlfriend or she was just his friend?"

Lyn looked at me like I was saying that something ridiculous. Is it really stupid to ask her about this.

"You are joking right? She was his cousin tho. You doesn't know about this? He already told us about his cousin will transfered here last week"

I snorted. Yeah he had told us about that, I thought his cousin was a guy. God, I was embarassed right now.

When I doesn't reply to her statement, Lyn continued; "Why does you ask me this? Hm do you really do what I think you do?"

"What?" I asked.

"Please tell me that you are in love with him. Right?"

I was about to reply but someone cut me before I got a chance to open my mouth.

"Who are in love with who?" Dino asked frowning. When does he sit down beside me? I didn't realise it.

"When do you come?" Lyn asked what I just want to say.

"I already here for like 5 minutes. Btw, answer my question please, ladies. I'm waiting for you answer"

Me and Lyn looked at each other. I mentally hope that Lyn will not talk about what we discuss earlier. With a smile Lyn talk.

"No, me and Hana just talked about Got7 new comeback. I asked her if she in love with them or not. Just that" I smiled at her. She sends me a look saying that we are gonna talk about this later.

Dino looked at both of us curiously and wanted to ask us some questions more, but decide against it and instead stuffing himself with a burger that he bought.

I shook my head and sighed thankfully. My mind constantly back to Lyn's questions. Is I like Dino or love Dino?

To say that I'm in love with him, will be a huge things to said. Maybe I just like him. Yeah. That's what I want to thinks.

When lunch ended, all of us standing and walking to our class. About after 4 hours and 30 minutes learning about Shakespeare and Variety of Biology, finally my day at school ended..

I was just walking to a parking lot, trying to find a familiar car, but soon distracted by something or rather someone. There he is, Dino, standing under a tree with his group, talking and laughing over something. I was addicted to his laugh. Like really really addicted. His laugh sounded like a music that no one ever discover.

And I want to be a first person who discover his laugh. Only me.

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"So how you became her friend?" My mom asked Dino excitedly. Her questions sounded like I never ever brings anyone or any friend home.

"At first, we are hating each other guts, but after we decided to just accept that God makes us in this world, we finally become a friend. A good one, exactly"

I smiled at his choice of words. My mom had been liking him when first time she knows about me befriend with anyone others than Sungjae. Not that she doesn't like Sungjae or what, but she was excited to hear that finally I got some friends before I ended my highschool experience.

But eventhough that my mom like him, I can't say the same with my dad. He had been glaring at Dino and continously make Dino wants to piss at his pants. Mom had been scolded him for acting like a little kid who is jealous because of his friend has another friend.

But despite that, Dino still doesn't run away and stay still at his place. While my mom and Dino had been talking throughout dinner, the three of us; me, my dad and Dino's brother, Jihoon just eating silently. My brother decided to do his assignment with his friends because he needs to send at as quickly as he can.

So that's why he wasn't here with us.

About 1 hour and 30 minutes then, Dino told us that his mom wants them to back before midnight which is now was 10 pm.

"I like that boy, he was so genuinely amazing. Don't forget that he was so handsome too. Quite charming"

My dad glared at my mom and walks to our living room, sulking. Yeah, that was my dad when he was with my mom. Like a little kid who doesn't get any lollipop. Even my little cousins doesn't act like that.

But sad to said, that my dad was so cute. Don't throw up, guys.

I was watching my mom and my dad's antics when my phone was binged, a signal that I'd a message.

Dino-saur.
Thank you for tonight. I was enjoying it eventhough your father looks like he wants to strangle me to death.

Me;
Your welcome, then. Haha I thought you liked it? 

Dino-saur.
Ofcourse not. Btw are you free tomorrow?

Me;
I think so, why?

Dino-saur.
I would like to be a gentleman and bring you out for a friendly-date or you want a romantically-date?

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Oh a straightforward Dino. I like it. Woah, its been like how long, two weeks I thinks that I don't update any chapter. I don't have an internet connections and also my biggest exam is around a corner, so i was busy with my classes and homework.

Btw, my birthday also is around a corner. It was on 13th October (Jimin's birthday too <3) woah so exciting. But my exam also was on 13 but next month (13-11). Its a dillema.

So sorry for my late updates. Enjoy this chapter, carats.

Love,
Qee-