Kiss and Tell

Chapter 1-Lust

My voiced hovered above a whisper as Nancy Clutched her bag. My book bag slung over one shoulder as we looked past the crowd of people surrounding the newest blood. "Look at that ass." I whispered as I elbowed her in the ribs, she giggled and then turned away from him and back to her locker. "Oh right, duh I forgot about your scheduled three way with Harrington and Byers." She squinted at me as I turned away from eye candy and laughed about my best comment yet. Her tongue slipped out and licked her lower lip, I felt my body want to shiver. I loved when she did that, fuck. I need to stop that shit. I reached out and pinched her shoulder, she grinned and tugged away. "You're so gonna get it" she said laughing. Then she froze, I laughed. "Oh cmon I'm not that scary." I said looking at her, as I leaned against the locker. I then turned to see if eye candy moved. And he sure as fuck did, right behind me. He grabbed my shoulder and moved me away from her. Almost shoving me to the floor, "Name is Billy." He said sticking his hand out as if she was supposed to shake it. She reached her delicate hand out and he grasped it, bringing it to his lips and pecking her knuckles. I didn't know what to do, I felt anger and jealousy bubble over me. I shook my shoulder and looked at this mullet wearing cock sucker. "You need something bub?" I said clearing my throat and holding my ground, he turned and cocked his head. "Yea, get outta here. Can't you see she's upperclassmen? Go on, get freshie." My mouth almost fell open, he smirked and turned back to Nancy. "So baby tell me, where can I take you first?" She laughed out loud and in his face. "You can take yourself outta here freshie." I almost busted out in laughter as she grabbed my forearm and tugged me along. "Nancy Wheeler you feisty little thang!" I almost cackled, trying to hide my blush. God she sent me reeling, I can't explain it. I didn't want to be her, I wanted her to be mine. I knew what I was feeling, I knew people like me existed. But they were not even given a second thought. Most of them went "missing". I felt ashamed of myself, but another part of me didn't care. I liked her, so what? Why is being sexually and emotionally attracted to another human being so bad? I struggled with these thoughts often, especially when I saw her across a room. Just kinda staring off into space, looking as beautiful as ever. My hand found hers and I tugged her to a halt, "Take it easy, jeez he isn't gonna follow us." She looked back with the same horror on her face as she did earlier. "Nancy cmon, that really won't work on me." I turned and threw my hands up closing my eyes. "Oh jeez it's Billy the kid, Nancy save me again. He's gonna push me." I laughed and opened my eyes, about to turn back to her. But instead I was faced with Billy. "Oh for fucks sake mate." I said looking at him with a small smile. "Look I don't think she's interested, she's kinda with someone." I said defending her actions, smiling at him. His upper lip twitched as he stared at me, "Listen dude I really don't know where your from, but around her staring at someone and twitching like a tweaker is considered kinda rude." I reached out and patted his cheek, "Go on now pup, get." I said turning, I then realized the entire hallway had stopped and was staring at us. I turned back to Nancy and smiled, "Come on now chick, I'm fuckin starved. Let's go grab some breakfast" I said grabbing her shoulder and turning her and myself towards the cafeteria. We kept run-walking until I felt safe, "Holy fuck, Jesus Nancy. That was different" I said looking at her with a smile, and she still looked horrified. I reached out and tapped her arm, "You good?" I asked quietly, she nodded and swallowed hard. Looking embarrassed and shocked? "Sorry bout that, you know how I feel about assholes. I gotta protect my best friend." I said trailing off at the last bit, wishing we were more. She nodded again and then she almost knocked me down. She hugged me tightly around my shoulders, I could feel her tighten her grip. As my arms snaked around her upper back, "Hey dude what's wrong?" I was more scared than before, she wasn't acting like herself. "I miss Barb" she whispered into my shoulder. My heart ached hearing her voice crack, I knew Barb before she disappeared. We weren't best friends but if Nancy hung around someone so did I. "What brought this on?" I whispered rubbing her shoulder. "She would've loved what you just did, that was amazing y/n." I laughed into her hair, a saddened almost angry laugh. She pulled away and composed herself, nodding at me. As if she knew what was about to leave my lips. "Listen I promised Tyler I'd finish his homework for fifteen bucks. I promise I'll find you at lunch". She said and with that I winked and sent her on her way. Waiting for the next minute I could see her.