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Letter 2 flashback

Jimin POV 

Yoongi, you might not remember what happened that night but i do and it still haunts me. That night was going to be perfect.Everyone was going to have a good night and party then go home after and have an even better night. I guess the universe didn't want that to happen.

I remember the moment we stepped outside and NamJoon telling us that we would have to split between cars since there was no room left in the cars so we decided to play rock paper scissors to see who would go in the first car and who would go in the second car. whoever won first would go in the car with Namjoon, Jin, and Hobi and whoever would lose would go in the car with Taehyung and Jungkook. I won so i went in the car with the older guys while you got stuck with the young ones.

We parted with a hug and a kiss. i got in the back seat with Joon and Hobi while Jin sat in the front with our driver. i saw you get in the front seat. We had been driving for about ten minuets, our car still following yours and i swear Yoongi i had only put my head down for a second i swear.

When i looked up i was shocked, it felt as if my heart had been ripped out of my chest and smashed into a million pieces. Your side of the car had been hit by a truck. i watched as your car flipped and landed upside down, our driver had slammed the brakes and Jin immediately popped his car door open and ran to your car Namjoon and Hoseok did the same.

i stood in my seat praying this was only a dream, but it wasn't, i opened up my door and ran towards your side looking in trying to see if you were in there but you weren't. i looked towards jin and namjoon to see if they had already gotten you but they didn't they had only gotten your driver, Tae and Kook.

I started screaming your name trying to find you but i couldnt, i didnt see you and i freaked out, i felt like i died, i felt a piece of me had left my body. Namjoon walked over to me and looked me in the eye saying ¨jimin please dont look back¨ but he already knew that i was going to look back and i did and i regret it. I saw you laying on the ground with glass all over you as well as all around you. i swear Yoongi i had wanted to run towards you but Namjoon held me in his chest as he called for Jin, as i continued to scream and plead him to let me go.

Jin grabbed me and dragged me to the car putting me in the back seat with Hoseok and telling him to keep me in the car. I wanted to fight back, i wanted to rip Hoseks hands off of me and go run to you but i couldnt all i could do was put my head in his chest and cry. i remember hitting Hoseok telling him to let me go but in the inside i was begging him not to let me go. 

All i could do in that moment was sob and listen to the sirens that were getting closer and closer. it felt like hours before everyone had gotten back in the car and our driver started to drive. the only sounds that could be heard were my occasional sniffles and the sound of Jins broken sobs breaking free.

Yoongi, thats all i'm going to say for today i'm afraid that if i keep on telling you how i'm doing after that moment i'll fall apart even more. To be honest with you i havent been okay ive been messed up, i havent been eating or sleeping only because all the time i try to sleep memories of that night come to me and i start to get scared and i start to miss you. 

Yoongi, its been two weeks so far and i honestly feel empty without you here. Please stay strong for me yoongi.~ Love Minie.

      Hey guys, Sorry this chapter is probably horrible but whatever. im honestly really happy that i followed through with my plan of writing a book. 

i want to say thanks to all the people that have been giving me support along the way.......  OKAY BYE!