I love you, but i have to grow.
I lost peices of me beofre I was ready to let them go.
If you posses the power to wilt, you also posses the power to grow.
I am stronger beacuse of how it ended, but i did not want to be stronger.
Remeber why you left.
Thank you for choosing to grow with me.
I used to dream about you, I still do sometimes.
If your ever wondering about all the words I said, I meant all of them.
The fight is long, the fight is worth it.
The pain stayed, even when you didn't.
The sunset from rock bottom is still stunning.
Where did you go, there was more to see.
I still feel it even though its over.
I'll get through it like I always do.
I miss you so very much in this life, I know that I wil lsee you in the next one.
You told me your favourite planet was Saturn, I have dreamed of rings ever since.
We both drowned under the waves of words we weren't saying.
You were my forever, I was your for now.
Maybe I didnt need you, but I wanted you.
We deserve better than we got.
And who knew that instead of loving you, that I would be sitting here writing about you.
I wanted to save you, but I needed saving too.
You showed me feeling and I havent felt since.
I still talk to you in my mind.
I will be me again someday.
Some of my demons look just like you.
I found my own light, when you left me in darkness.
Despite it all, you are still here.
Maybe soul mate doesn't mean forever, maybe it simply means remeber forever.
I lost you, along the way I lost me too.
You will never mis me like i miss me.
