SEVENTEEN IMAGINES

#27 Decisions

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#Mingyu

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Mingyu's POV:

"Why does this stupid heart won't listen to what I say?"

My eyes dropped at the girl that spoke a meter away from me as she took a shot of soju as she looked like a mess

"Every time that I fall in love they would end up leaving me?"

The girl said in a drunken tone as she almost fell on the chair

I managed to catch her and I helped her so that she can sit properly

She is y/n a close friend and now we're inside a bar and she is currently drunk, good thing that I didn't drink alcohol, because if we ended up both drunk then going home would be a problem

"Who are you"

She stared at my face with her eyes half closed as she smiled before she totally lost her consciousness

"What will happen to you if I wasn't here?"

I muttered before I pay the bar tender as I carried her towards my car, I am indeed such a good friend she's so lucky to have me

With those thoughts a smile crept on my lips as I looked at her face, she is already sleeping soundly just like an angel that just finally found peace

When we reached my car at the parking lot I gently placed her at the front seat before I went to the driver's seat, I looked at y/n before I buckled her seatbelt

While I was fixing her seatbelt, I noticed some of her hair strands that were blocking her face, I removed them and I placed them behind her ear as I had the chance to look at her closely

Her cute face, she is so innocent and she is extremely fragile, if I ever see that guy that broke her heart I will really make sure that I will break his face

She moved a bit which brought me back to my senses, I don't find it weird that I will find myself staring at her, I have to admit that being mesmerized by her beauty is something normal, well maybe to me

I buckled my seatbelt as I drove towards her house, it was a quite drive, well what do you expect?? She is asleep??

I parked my car infront of y/n's house, She is living alone, away from her parents, her parents are in the States so everytime that y/n gets lonely I would usually come here and accompany her, and now that she is hurt I'm here just like always, I'm always here whenever she needs me

"I hate you"

I heard her mumble before I went out of the car, I can feel what she feels because I also hate that guy that broke her heart

I carried her towards her house, she wrapped her arms around my neck as I froze at that moment and I looked at her face, pain is all over her face, another sigh escaped from my lips as I continued my way towards her house

I opened the door, y/n trust me so much that she even gave me a key to her house, and I will never break the trust that she gave me

When we reached her room, I opened the light as I lay her down her bed and I removed her arms that were wrapped around my neck, I took off her shoes as I placed a blanket over her

I sat above the bed beside her as I gently caressed her hair removing some of the hair strands that were blocking her face

I noticed how her reactions shifted from my touch, it made me smile, she really looks so cute while sleeping soundly

"Why did I have you as a friend?"

I mumbled as another smile crept on my lips, just her presence is priceless, I really love you y/n

"Why can't you let me love you?"

I started to tear up as I held her hands tightly

"Maybe you can give me a chance right?"

I feel like a total idiot, confessing to the woman that I love while she is asleep?? Maybe I really am an idiot

"I don't want to take a risk y/n"

What can I do?? I'm afraid of taking risks, I don't want to lose everything that we have, I don't want to lose the friendship that she gave me, knowing that maybe this is the only thing she has for me

"But why do I feel like if I don't take a risk I will lose everything?"

Taking a risk or not I might lose something

"If I take a risk we might turn into lovers or we will lose our friendship?"

I held her hands tightly as I felt some tears escaping from my eyes

"If I don't take a risk I won't lose our friendship but I will lose my chance for love"

I stared at her face while I was still thinking about my decision

Making decisions are so hard, every decision we make may lead us to the right path o it will make us lose our way

Don't ever to things without thinking wisely, because if you make a wrong decision you might lose something important

I leaned closer to y/n while she was still asleep as I planted a kiss on her forehead

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I hope I made the right decision y/n