I removed your nickname , I deleted my copy of our conversation and put you on mute.
I'm not mad at you. I just decided to put an end to the thing we started coz i know its futile.
I don't even know what's there to stop coz to be honest , I fckin don't know if i was just the only one who felt special. You made me think I can be appreciated as a woman but will give me a reason after not to fall for it. You made me so confused.
And then one day I told myself to get out of that sink hole you made and start anew. I admit it was hard. I kept on doing re-reads about the things you told me that made me feel special. But eventually , i was able to click on the delete conversation button.
I just want you to know that you've had me fall for you. Every time you tell me that damned word of confession , i don't know what to respond , i never answered it , but for the last time , and this will be the last time I'll make myself stupid enough to put myself back in that sink hole , I love you.
