BBS one shots (on hold)

Krii7y - Transgender

I'm getting really into transgender stuff so I am gonna write it

And I have been told that Smii7y's real name is Jaren
So that's what is going till proven over wise...again...Damn this shit is confusing

Also I am not Trans myself so I may get some stuff wrong I'm sorry in advance
Anyway here we go

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Smii7y POV
Fuck my ribs hurt man. My binder has been missing for ages now and I can't buy another one because all my money is in going to PAX's I can barely buy food. My hotel room was a bit small but homey, I laid down in bed looking up at the ceiling fan "I'm fucked" I sighed to myself I might ask the guys for some drugs it actually might make me feel better.

I laid there for about 30 minutes when my phone buzzes. I looked to see Mini texted the group chat

Muniledd - Wanna go around town guys???

Wildbitch - Sure whatever

Scooter - Yeah me and Chrissy are coming

Daddyvapez - Heck Yeah Brother!

Jigglesworth - I'm coming too

Milkyboi - Nah I'm good

I feel bad for saying no but what would happen if they found out, what would happen if John found out?

Daddyvapez - Awwwwww come on Smii7y, please, pretty please can you come with us 🙏🙏

I thought for a moment, should I go? Will they think I hate them if I don't?.......fuck it

Milkyboi - Okay fine

Daddyvapez - YAY!!! I love you baby 😘

I blushed at his text knowing he meant it in a joking way makes me sad though. I sat up and threw on a baggy hoodie to hide my secret then made my way carefully to the lobby.

I saw Scott, Chrissy and Mini standing at the entrance of the hotel. "Hey fuckers!" I called walking up to them cheerfully they all laughed then greeted me. The rest of the guys finally came and we made are way outside. As we walked John kept staring at me, I looked up at him "what's up man" I question he blinked quickly then turned away quickly "N-Nothing!" He stuttered his ears looked red...it's probably the cold. "Smii7y are you okay you look very tired and a bit pale" John asked concerned I gave a fake smile "nah I'm fine just a bit stressed with videos" I lied he didn't look convinced but decided not to push it "alright just know you can tell me if anything is wrong okay"

"Hey guys! Last one to the pole has to buy dinner" John shouted then started running, oh this is gonna hurt like a bitch. We all started running my chest was aching badly I couldn't breath "HA I'm here first" Tyler bragged stupid long legged fuck. Everyone was there except me and Panda "COME ON SMII7Y YOU CAN DO IT!!" John cheered I ran a little fast my vision was going blurry but I can't let them down. I touch the pole and immediately started to fall to the hard concrete but arms caught me "woah you okay there?" John worried the guys circling around me "I-I'm fine just lost my breath a bi-" my vision started to go black and I felt myself drift off into sleep.

Huh why is it so bright it's night time...wait. I sat up quickly which hurt a lot more then it should of, I'm in a hospital I think judging by the drips and medical smell. A person came into the room it was a nurse who looked to be in her 60's grey hair and round glasses holding a milk bag and a fruit cup, she smiled at me "hello sir you're in the hospital because you fainted. We had to remove your makeshift binder so you could breath, that was a silly way to bind yourself your ribs are all screwed now, I will buy you one if you don't have the money" she informed with a stern look on her face. I looked down to my lap my small breast there making me cringe "I'm sorry miss, I will figure out a way to buy one don't waste your money on me" I tell her she sighs "just don't do it again" she put the food and milk on the tray in front of my bed.

She must of told one of my friends outside I was awake because I heard loud foot steps running towards the room. The door swung open quickly and John stood there with a happy but worried look on his face, quickly pulled the bed sheet over my chest "Jaren" he said breathlessly then tackled me into a tight hug "don't do that again man, you scared the shit out of me" he stressed I was shocked, he was worried god dammit Smii7y. I pulled away pulling the sheet closer my heart beating fast, John must of noticed this a gave a sympathetic look "Smit I know the doctor told me but not the others" he confessed my eyes widened, he must hate that I lied for years god I'm a fuck up aren't I.

I started to tear up "I wanted to tell you John but I couldn't you might have been disgusted or angry that I didn't say anything, I'm so so sorry" I apologised he took my hand and held it tightly "Hey, hey Jaren I don't care if your trans, gay, black, Muslim, Mexican anything like that it's your personality that I love. You've always been you and that matters more then anything else" he told me I gave a weak then we hugged again "thanks Johnny" I beamed he kissed my cheek and I blushed madly "no problem baby" he chuckled.

After that the nurse and John gave me money for an actual binder. I got the balls to ask out John and tell my friends about my secret.
Two years later I got chest surgery and next month I'm getting bottom surgery John has been there for me the whole way. I proud to call him my boyfriend...soon to be finance hehe.