Just Stuff That Goes Through My Head

• universe •

You ever gain the world, but still want the universe?

I mean it's not greed when I say that, but it sounds like it.  I finally got the  freedom I so desperately wanted  from the chains of a abuses house and gained more helping hands then I need and friends that are always there, but I still feel lonely when I see that I don't have you.  The only thing I've ever wanted or better yet needed. You are the universe I needed to see everyday to keep going.  Your eyes as cheesy as it sounds are the brightest I've ever seen that shine for days.  Your soft skin that seems so close, but I'm not allowed to touch it because your not mine.  Your plump pink lips that I want to taste.  I thought i had finally got you once, but  claimed it a mistake.  I was embarrassed and angry, but mostly depressed. I mean I had it right there in front of me the whole universe for my eyes to see, but I closed my eyes.  I got scared and messed it up.  I don't think I'll ever get to see the fullness of the universe or even get close to it again so I could gaze at it, but I'd give my world for the universe for her I would give up everything I just gained just so I can see the universe one last time.