Mine demoner

Let Me Love You To Death

(this is somewhat based off the abuse i went through 3 years ago, and honestly, it causes really REALLY BAD FUCKIN ANXIETY)

Yelling,

Hitting,

Rape..

This is what Tord has to go through every day, and he deals with it, He deals with his 'master', his 'god', his so-called 'lover'...When people are around Tom acts like their just friends, but when those people leave, Tom is straight onto Tord, touching and hurting him. Tord doesn't say anything, he just accepts it...But today was different..Tord ran to Edds house and banged on the door, he had come out of his house to get away from Tom, so Tom was chasing him. Edd opened the door, seeing Tom in the distance as he quickly brings Tord into his house and into his room, "Stay here and don't say a thing" He said as loud angry bangs echoed in the small house, Edd opened the door to see Tom "Hey Tom! What happened?" "WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU HIDE TORD?!" "Tord...? I haven't seen him in a while, why would he be here?" Edd was then shoved out of the way as Tom searched the house for Tord, soon standing in front of Edds room, hearing hard crying, the tapping of blood landing on the floor, and the bling of a knife. He opened the door and what he saw traumatized him, Tord had stabbed and cut his arms and legs multiple times before wrapping his hoodie around his neck and suffocating himself. He ran to Tords side and picked him up, checking his pulse..Weak, he then screamed for Edd to call an ambulance, Edd refused, he was still mad at Tom for shoving him out of the way and barging into his house without permission "EDD CALL THE AMBULANCE PLEASE!!" "WHY SHOULD I?! YOU BARGED IN MY FUCKING HOUSE THOMAS!!" Edd screamed back, stomping to his room to see why Tom wants the ambulance called, he looked at Tom and then saw Tord, his jaw dropped as he phoned the ambulance.

*Timeskip*

Tom was anxiously walking back and forth in his house, worried about Tord. "Maybe I could give him his own room to get away from me..? No...Maybe I should ask him what's wrong...? No...Maybe I should stop being so abusive! YES!!" He said to himself, then he got a phone call from the hospital, saying Tord was available for the visit. Soon he was in the hospital sitting next to Tord, gently rubbing his hand "Tord...?" The smaller male turned his head to Tom "I'm sorry...I didn't know how it was affecting you and I guess I was just worried about you going with someone else and forgetting about me...and then it turned into abuse and I was so blinded by my thought that I didn't think about you..." He explained, tears forming in his eyes, instead of being beaten by Tord, Tord softly brought the taller male into his arms as he started patting and comforting him "Its okay Tommy..." Tord said, Tom smiled and nodded, Tord hadn't called him Tommy in 4 years, "I love you so fucking much...Don't forget that you little bean" Tord giggled and nodded "Can I steal you from the hospital? that's the first thing I can do? Help you??" Tom whispered "Yes you may" Tord replied as he was lifted up, feeling the tubes being ripped out like band-aids, it stung for a bit but it didn't hurt too much, Tom then opened a window, looked around, and jumped onto the nearby roof of the other building. At this point Tord was clinging to Tom for dear life, he was in tears, he was panicking, he didn't want to die, Tom was trying to calm Tord while running but as you can guess, that didn't work out too well, instead of that, Tom wrapped his arms protectively and tightly around Tord, he then closed his eyes, feeling himself be placed on one of the comfiest things ever, at least to him, he opened his eyes to find himself on the couch "Stay here baby boy...I'll go get the first aid kit" Tom said and walked away, Tord layed down on the couch, he was tall enough to cover a pillow and a half! He then closed his eyes and let himself sink into the couch, by the time he opened his eyes he felt an intense stinging in his leg and neck, he looked down to see Tom wrapping his leg in bandages, a pitiful "Tommy" was all he managed to say before the stinging of his neck started, Tom looked up at the teary Tord "Whats wrong..Tordy?" He asked as Tord pointed to his neck "I know...It's cause you tried to suffocate yourself and your throat isn't used to the air yet" Tom said, giving Tord a baby water bottle (those smol and adorable little waters), Tord basically fucking devoured it, he felt it  sit in his throat but at least it doesn't hurt as much.

Tord screamed, feeling something jabbing around his chest, he softly felt around before realising something "Oh no..It can't be now!!" He said as he ran to the bathroom, agressively pulling things out of drawers and cabinets, looking for anything to stop the flow. Tom managed to get into the room without breaking anything "What are you looking for?" "TOILETRIES!!" The small male screamed, "Do you want me to go to the store and get some..?" He asked, "Please...Be quick too.." Tord replied, Tom nodded and ran to the car, driving to the store. As he got there he parked, locked it and ran inside, looking around for chocolate and toiletries (gotta have that chocolate :>), he picked up 3 chocolates and a few boxes of tampons, he took his stuff to the counter and got it scanned. Meanwhile, Tord was screaming and crying, he felt the jabbing in his chest, stomach, and region, he felt the blood flow, hearing the door open he calmed down a bit, a smile forming softly on his face, "Tord, I got some tampo- WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED OH MY GOD ARE YOU OKAY??" Tom panicked, pulling the smaller one into his arms "It hurts Tommy!!" "I know...I have tampons, if you want me to I'll go grab some clothes while you have a shower and do your stuff?" Tord nodded, Tom handed him a tampon box and left, he stood up, holding onto the wall for support, muttering under his breath 'Fuck', he closed the door and locked it, turning on the shower while he took off his clothes, he sighed and hesitantly took off the bandaids, stepping into the shower he slid down onto the floor, curling up and crying again. He heard a few words from across the door from Tom, 

"Let me love you to death"

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