I miss you

I'm sorry

I see you crying because of me but you just assumed that I didn't care about what we had.

I wanted to hug you and say sorry and I love you but I couldn't because I'm scared of what my dad will do to me if I didn't get home on time and so thats why I left you on the porch of your house, crying.

I wanted you to know that I was forced by my dad to break up with you because 'I DON'T WANT MY SON TO BE A DICK-SUCKING FAGGOT!' or a 'GAY BITCH THAT NEEDS TO KILL HIMSELF SO THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE!' but that would hurt you more than you are already.

I get home to see my dad drunk and passed out on the couch as I went to my room and cried myself to sleep.

I'm sorry