Sally + Batman

Summertime Sadness

Yay! Batman is talking to me again, but I want hang out with him. My sister and I had swimming to go to but we released we didn't wanted to swim for our old park no more so we ditch swimming. One day Yolo, Isabel, Angie and I when to the park to play basketball, I couldn't believe it's him sitting on the bench. I was so nervous to talk to him, I felt like it was my first time I talk to him but I didn't even when to say hi to him because the 3 girls that where there hated him. When I was about to walk towards him he gets up and walk away, I was kind of sad because I really miss him.

Later that day he told me we should hang out next week and he say that he walk away because he got mad because of a person.

*next weak*

I was with my friend Yolo and my sis I was going to the park to hang out with him. Omg he was there waiting for me on the bench lol. I sit next to him and the first thing he does to me is hit me -.- lol. We talk like always and yea he was cute like always lol. Tada I bought our baby lol yea my baby lion was his too lol. Omg he was a mean father he abuse his kid he keep biting it lol ew. We took a walk to the park and something was odd he was like pushing me to a place where there was no people at all lol. He told me could I do something and I smile because I knew what was he going to do I told him um yea u could. He got closer to me and we wear staring at each other eyes, we was looking at my lips and boom he kiss me /.\ lol. We started to walk again and he told me eww vava lol he was making fun of me because on our first kiss he put a lot of vava to my mouth lol.

*3 weeks later *

This will be our second time we hang out lol. Same he was waiting for me at the bench lol omg what is he wearing a gray shirt and black shoes and a black pants, wait I'm wearing the same thing lol and we didn't agree on wearing the same thing lol. Lol when I sat next to him we started to talk a little then he ask me if I wanted to go to candy land lol by the way it's a BOTDF song it's about sex , but according to us candy land is the train tracks by the park. So we when walking to the tracks and he say let's go to my secret place, we when and it was so beautiful omg just like I imagine a beautiful place to be with him. We got there and the first thing I did was to sit on the grass lol omg he sit in front of me and I told him why u so far? He laugh and got up and when he was about to sit next to me he like push me and like I'm so weak I like fell and there I was laying on the grass like a retard lol. He lays next to me and grabs me by my waist and he tells me get your hair out of your face so I could see you lol. We'll yea I got my hair out my face and then , he smiles and says that's better. We stare at each other for like a minute and then omg we started making out lol omg it's lasted more than 5 minutes. When we where making out he accidentally put my shirt a little bit up, I told him to move his hand so I could put my shirt down lol. We stop making out because we heard people coming lol but when we stop making out I told him eww tu vava lol. We got out of his secret place and we started walking on the train track and we where holding hands. There was a lot of plants there and for some reason I started to pull them and ripping them, he saw me doing that and he laugh and he say well I'm not going to give you flowers later on. We got to the park and we saw people that use to go to our school and then we separate for a while and then he had to leave and that was the last day I saw him.

We'll right now batman doesn't talk to me anymore and I don't talk to him anymore. I felt so down because he was the reason I'm still alive. Since the day I started hanging out with him everyone was being so rude even some people ignore me, my sis and cousin won't even talk to me. Since we stop talking to each other I cry my self to sleep every day. One day I couldn't help it anymore I was about to take my life away by cutting my vain but I had a flash back it was about him it was the day when my friends where so mad at me I was cutting my self but he made me stop he told me "Cutting doesn't solve your problem it only does more harm, cut a vine and your gone but remember I need u right besides me and alive I'm not the only one who needs you , your family and everyone on this world needs u but I need u more than they need you." When I remember this I bust on tears and say to my self I will only stop because of you. These days I can't help it anymore his not here with me I just want to forget about him but I'm not sure how I could forget a person who gave me so much reasons to live. I decide to lie to him , I told him I was running away , yea he believe but thanks to my friend Jackie he hates me and he doesn't care anymore. Now it should be easy to forget about him. There's no reason to love no more. I will never love someone as much I love him. Sally + Batman=it's over 4 ever ;(