I didn't sleep. I can't take off my mind what Sana have said last night.
What if it's true?
That all this time all her 'I love yous ' is not for me? All the hugs and affection she showed me was actually never been for me.
"Tzu! "
I quickly wipe my tears as I turn to look at Nayeon eonni.
"Eonni? " I asked. She suddenly hug me tight and rub my back.
"I know I shouldn't say this Tzuyu but I don't like seeing you begging Sana to believe you. "
"But eonni, if you love someone you'll do everything for her. "
She sighed and cupped my face.
"That's too common Tzuyu. It doesn't make sense anymore. If you love her and if she don't feel the same way, let her be. Don't force her to stay when she's trying her best to get away from you. "
I feel like she just arrowed my heart right to the point. I stared at her eyes and my tears fell nonstop.
"E-eonni... I... I thought she moved on already? "
I break down and cry in her shoulders, she just hug me and comforted me til I fell asleep.
.
I woke up still in Nayeon eonni's arms, I then suddenly heard some noises outside of my room and I can clearly know who it was.
"You said you're over with your dead girlfriend Sana!"
I slowly stood up as I heard Momo eonni's voice shouting like a mad mom.
"I guess I am but I can't help it but miss her everytime I'm alone. "
I can feel my heart creaking up so bad. It hurts hearing it from her own mouth.
"You what? You're crazy! You said you love Tzuyu and you want her alone. What is this?! "
"I don't know. "
Suddenly, someone grab my hand and pull me to sat on the edge of my bed.
"Tzuyu keep this in your mind, please. "
I let my tears fell down. I just can't bare it hearing everything from her.
"You can't love the person who's still not yet done loving someone else, Tzuyu."
I closed my eyes and and hug Nayeon once again. I just need this.
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