(Girl in the Pic - if I uploaded it right - is Destiny)
"Hey, sorry about earlier." Cassidy said as she raced to catch up to me. I was walking around the courtyard looking for a comfortable, peaceful and lonely place to sit. What can I say, after my early "discovery" about myself; I just wanted time to be alone and straighten out the mess going on in my head. I hadn't seen Cass since she left me in gym to run around and sing.
"Oh. Don't worry about it. It's cool, I saw you talking to Chase anyway." I nudged her a little as her face turned a soft pink. I let out a laugh as we settled down on a bench near the basketball courts. "What's Chase's last name?" She looked at me with a mix of confusion and slight anger.
"W..WHY?! MINE DES, HE'S MINE!" She was standing up on the bench now, looking down at me.
"Cassidy, sit down. I was just asking. I mean I've never heard anyone say that kid's last name its just 'Chase'." She looked up at the sky and let out a breath.
"Oh. It's Rhodes. Chase Rhodes." I watched her as she went through her book bag looking for her lunch.
"Damn." I mumbled to myself, I need to get a new best friend PRONTO. I pulled my sketch book and pencils out of my bag and opened it up.
"So..." Cass started, looking at me. I knew what she wanted to talk about and let's just say I was less than thrilled.
"Go ahead Cass, we might as well get this talk over with." I was gonna have to admit I liked Lindsay Sinclair. So was I gay? Bi? Confused? Do I still find guys hot? If I like girls can I no longer have guy friends? What if people hate me? What if Cass hates me? I mean I know I said I needed a new best friend but I was less than prepared to have to go friend scoping at the moment. Oh My Gods?!??!? Am I even a cute lesbian, bisexual or whatever?! Wait how do I have sex? Is there a mysterious hidden lesbian penis thing? I sound so dumb oh my goodness. WHAT IF I HAVE THE LESBIAN PENIS? Wait am I a top or bottom..? Is that a thing? Am I -
"Do you find me attractive?" Wait what?
"HUH?!" I stared at her, freaked out. Please don't wanna date me!
"Do. I. Make. Lesbians. Horny?" I stared at her, she stared at me. I think we both waited to see who would take it as a joke first. Neither of us budged.
"First off..." I talked slowly, "I'm not a lesbian. I'm most likely Bi. And I don't even like girls in general, I just think Lindsay's hot. So, most likely straight. Probably straight. Hopefully straight."
"Was that a no?" I laughed and threw my arm around her shoulders,
"Hell yeah you make them horny baby." We both erupted into a fit of laughter.
"But - But really. Do you like, like her?" She stared at me, tears still in her eyes from our nonstop laughter.
"I don't know, I hope not. You know my parents are too religious or high and mighty to as they say 'feed the gay phase'" I scoffed at my own words, "Like being gay is like playing the fucking Pac-man game."
"What are you gonna do if it turns out that you do actually like her?"
Huh, what would I do?
"I don't know Cass, I really don't know."
"Well um, I guess we can figure that out right now." Before I could respond a beautiful pale hand landed softly on the bench we were currently sitting on. I looked up and made eye contact with the most beautiful green eyes I have ever seen.
Shit.
Lindsay Sinclair.
A/N : HEY! How was that? I'll probably update tomorrow sorry this was so short
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You're Hot,But I'm Not Gay (GirlxGirl)
Teen Fiction"Man she's gorgeous" "Go talk to her" "Ew what no way why would I" "Cause she's hot. You just said so yourself" "You realize your encouraging me to go hook up with a girl right?" "Yeah and?" "I'm not gay Cassidy" "You don't have...
