third person P.O.V
Hayley looked out the window, watching the little droplets hit the window making a, drip-drop sound. Crazy, how the weather figured out Hayley emotions. She was sad. As always, but no one knew, she would fake a smile, and laugh when a joke was said even if it wasn't funny; Alone. Is what she felt, being a problem, thinking you don't belong was her feelings. She was always in her head, and couldn't get out of it. Sometimes, she wishes she can just turn her whole self off, or at least her mind.
Her headphones in her ears, as she looked out the window listening to XXXTENTACION, "17." Album as it let out her emotions. She wanted to cry, or at least scream to get out of her mind. She was so into her mind, her head started hurting like her head was bulging with thoughts coming at her.
This was her, a sad little girl nobody noticed, a little girl who wanted nothing but to feel wanted like she didn't feel alone. She let out a sigh, leaning her against the window as she watched rain almost letting out tears.
The rain seemed to stop, and so did her "headache." her whole mind stopped.
It was all because of, "The Rain."
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A/N
I know i said, i wasn't gonna update but i needed to let my emotions out. Seriously, this is exactly how i felt today. Even tho it didn't rain.
I'm so sad, and I want to be happy, but i can't.
I love you all. I miss jahseh, so badly.
-jada
