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#3. We All Have Secrets and Fear

3rd Person's POV

Even Forth, he admitted that Beam was weird lately. He thought about what his friends said. It's true that everytime they go out, Beam would pick a seat beside Forth as long as it's available. He remembered one time, there was Kit too, he chose to sit beside him instead his best friend.

"Let's have dinner, boys!" Shouted one of Forth's senior. They just finished playing futsal. Forth rejected them politely and excused himself that he wanted to eat dinner with a friend.

The seniors thought it was a girl so they cheered up on Forth.

"Don't forget to buy condoms!" Shouted one.
"Don't be too rough to her!" Shouted another one.

Forth just laughed and waved at them. His friends exactly knew with whom Forth will go, but they sealed their lips.

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"Who won?" Asked Beam about the futsal game on their way to a-not-so-far restaurant from their campus. They were riding Forth's old black Triumph.

"Lam's team. Haha." Forth turned his head slightly to Beam's direction.

Beam, naturally (or maybe intended) put his head near Forth's to hear him more clearly.

"You are not with Lam?"

"No, we were separated. Lam and Mark together, James and I were on the same team."

Beam doesn't really like riding a big bike like this, but he doesn't mind if the rider is Forth. His heart was beating so fast. He was so nervous. He was never this close to Forth, physically.

"Hey, are you playing your phone?" Asked Forth to the man behind him.

"Yeah, I'm making a video on IG story. Can I tag you?" Asked Beam. Forth said okay and asked him to be careful.

"By the way, you don't mind about me, do you? I smell like shit." Forth said. He didn't take a bath after the futsal game, he just dried himself with a towel and let the wind dry him perfectly.

"I don't even wear perfumes." He spoke again.

Behind him, Beam smiled. He loves Forth's scent. This manly scent made him hard, eventually. Out of lust, he wanted to hug Forth's body from behind and enjoy the scent more closely. He doesn't know that if he could be this close to Forth next time so he tried his best to remember the scent and remind it when Forth's not around.

"It's okay. Besides, aren't you always smell like shit?" He laughed, trying to joke on Forth.

"Haha. Shit. Yeah, that's why nobody wants me for long. All were one night stands."

Beam was quite for a while. He was thinking about what Forth just said.

"Is it mean you want a serious relationship?" He asked cautiously. They had arrived at the restaurant and ordered food right away.

Forth shook his head lightly. "No. I mean, who doesn't want a serious relationship? But for now, I don't think so. I don't have time to date someone properly. You know, not so many people can handle a Mechanical Engineering student."

Appetizers are served.

"Until now, I haven't found someone like that. And I'm not really looking, anyway. I just believe that someone cute and supportive will come to love me." Said Forth while eating the appetizer.

Beam was staring at him. He wanted to say, "I want to be your lover and I'll support you," but of course he didn't do it.

"Hahaha. What? Is it weird for you that I talk about it?" Asked Forth.