Waking up is hard
Toughest to get up everyday
As it could be,
Harder to breathe,
Crying my lungs out
Facing the world
Yet Hiding myself
So
they don't judge
So they don't
Notice it on my face
Didn't let the world to see
What I am,
what I will be
Didn't tell the world
What is my suffering
Living without someone
I thought I cannot live
Didn't share with anyone
As I could do
Kept my silence
Growing deeper and bigger
Trauma and tragedy
Longing for someone
With Whom I can never be
Cut throat aggression
Becoming my anxiety and depression
Couldn't focus
Being a writer.
Had the creative block for weeks
And now for months
Can't compose, Cannot type,
It's so troublesome,
But,
From an upright warrior to
A sad Survivor
From a mountain
In just months,
Fallen straight on the ground
I now am letting it out
I am not keeping it inside of me
Not opening up
with the unknown people
Those
On two feet, all ears
But
In my writings,
Here I am putting that someone
So I be not afraid anymore
So I won't be scared anymore
Let's now
In words and verses,
Let's just___
Talk about it.
