♡August Alsina Imagines♥

My Kind Of Love

Part 2 To Enough, This Is 'My Kind of Love' also by Emeli Sande. Enjoy Lovelies! :

Sitting in the living room of my dark house, I never thought it could feel this empty. Today makes it two weeks, Y/N's been gone and I haven't had the will to leave this spot.

I've been stewing in my feelings for two weeks straight trying to wrap my head around the idea that I'll never see her again.

I closed my eyes taking in a deep breath, trying to avoid another tearful episode of 'Friends'.  I mean who crys watching fucking 'Friends'?  Me, that's who. This shit  just ain't me.

I curled up into the corner of my plush sectional, sinking deeper into the cushions. I haven't slept since she left, I tried to in our  bed but it didn't feel right being there without her. The only place I could at least get an half hours rest was on the sofa. 

I stayed up most days and nights just trying to figure out why she'd leave me like this? I guess I deserved it,  she needed me and I pushed her away cause I couldn't deal with my own shit.  That wasn't fair to her. I know she blamed herself for what happened and at first I blamed her too. But I got over that,  she couldn't control what happened and I get that now. I guess I shoulda told her that.

I looked down at my phone, the brightness stinging my eyes.  My finger hovered over her name once again. I pressed the button causing her smiling face to come into view.

I remembered taking the picture, a smirk appeared on my lips thinking of her goofy grin.

"Do it again!" I laughed trying to capture her silly expression. 

"No! " she shouted, shielding her face from the camera.

"Come on,  Ima put yo ass on the 'gram, looking tore up!" I joked.

"Uh huh, nigga, no. You ain't catching me slipping." she said turning her back to me.

"For real bae, Smile." I said pulling her shoulder, turning her on her back.

"Nah. I'm good." she smirked.

My fingers glided down her ribs, making her erupt in laughter and squirm beneath me.

"Aug! S-s-s- STOOOP!" she laughed trying to wriggle away from me.

"Nah, not until you smile for Daddy. " I smirked still tickling her.

"Okay! Okay.  Take your stupid picture!!" she giggled.

I stopped tickling her, and she let out a huff.  "Now smile. "

She looked at the camara giving me the biggest smile she could. I snapped the picture, smiling myself. 
"See that wasn't so bad." I leaned down giving her lips a peck.

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Hey, Sorry I missed your call!  But leave me a message and I'll get back to you lickty-split! hehe, Bye!

Her voice brought me out of my thoughts,and back to reality. 

She sent me to voicemail again..

"Hey baby. Call me back, I really need to talk to you..I love you. Bye." I hang up, tossing my phone to the foot of the couch with a sigh.

My hand reached into the pocket of my sweats.   Pulling out the diamond ring, I'd been carrying around these past few days.

I'd bought it months ago, I was just waiting for the right time to ask, after Anthony nothing felt right.