I give up,
My bottle has broken,
My shell has been damaged,
I have been hurt.
Trust is funny like that,
your lucky if you see this,
it means I've healed,
from a broken bottle and damaged shell.
I remember all my choices,
on these dark nights,
where I keep my mouth closed,
and shout in my mind.
This might be pessimistic,
but I'm not idealistic,
I'm broken,
damaged,
hurt,
and all I can do is cry.
Punching a pillow,
that's my anger,
for my bottle finally broke,
the tears I'm crying,
Is from the bottle like a great typhoon,
carrying shards of glass.
The sadness,
And the chaos,
Really makes you wonder.
How a simple word,
Can put on a mask,
How it can make a character.
My character hides how broken I am,
My character hides overflowing tears,
it's all fake,
not real,
just a character,
not me.
Sometimes it's hard to spot me,
not the character,
I play,
a character that haunts me,
but yet,
I still use it,
My bottle is broken,
and my shell is torn
My character can no longer save me.
I let down my guard too much,
And paid for it.
But that's what I get,
For trusting someone,
A friend,
you could say.
What a beautiful thing sadness is,
how terrible we keep it in a bottle,
the chaos it unleashes when breaking.
Is like no other,
my mother,
tells me to be strong,
but it's ok to be wrong.
Sometimes I lie awake,
eyes open,
staring.
Re-living every moment,
every time I did something I regretted.
You could say this poem is sad,
You could say it's even terrible.
I'm just a kid crying on a pillow,
But yet,
I write like a wounded soldier.
I'm not a soldier,
But I am wounded.
I am a writer,
This is how I feel.
Shrinks will call it depression,
But I call it living,
Because to live,
You must first,
Die a little.
No not suicide,
But something else.
You can trust,
But sometimes it can break,
A bottle.
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