Olivia POV
(Song by the one and only Camila Cabello)
Flashback
Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a strangers bed
Little voices in my head
Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the souls that I can't listen to, to tell the truth Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences
"Wow" a voice I hadn't heard in a long time said behind me. I turned around and saw Zed. "Did you write that" he questioned. I was still in shocked that he just heard me singing my song I hadn't finished writing. I just nodded. A lot has happened this past month. Shawn transferred to a different school. I haven't talked to Hayes since we had that bad argument, but that story is for a different time. "What are you doing here, Zed" I finally questioned him. "I miss you" he confess. My eyes widened. Did I miss him?
"What did you say" Eliza asked me as I finished telling them what happened earlier today. "I couldn't say anything, it was like I froze, I didn't know what to say" I told them. "I still can't believe he heard your song before we did, I mean we are your bestfriend, remember that time we sang that one song from Hannah Montana, true friends, huh I love you guys so much" Bree continue. We just look at her. Man I love Bree but she gets distracted a lot. I just shocked my head and looked at Eliza. "Olivia" my moms voice ranged through the house. "Yea" I screamed back. Her head popped into my room, someone is here to see you. I looked confused because I wasn't expecting anyone. I looked at Eliza and Bree as they shrugged their shoulders. We all got up and went more like raced downstairs.
"Hey" my mouth dropped open. Eliza tried closing my mouth but it kept opening. "Is she okay" the voice asked. I just kept looking at them. "Give is a second" Eliza told them. "Please tell me you see who's at the door" I asked them. They nodded and pushed me back to open the door again. "Hey, sorry about that" I finally spoke. "Give her a second" Bree told them. I finally realized who's at the door. "EDWIN" I yelled and jumped into my older cousin arms. Edwin is my older cousin who moved to LA to live his dream with other four hot and awesome guys, did I say hot, well they are hot. They came in and I introduced Bree and Eliza to them. "Bree, Eliza you know my cousin Edwin, these are his brand mates Brandon but I call him B, Austin I call him Blondie, Nick I call him Nicky, why I don't know and last but not least Zion, I call him Z. Guys these are my two bestfriends in the world, Bree and Eliza"
Next day at school
Everyone was coming to our school talent show. My mom, Edwin and the rest of PRETTYMUCH. If I said I wasn't nervous I would be lying. I'm freaking out man. I can't believe Eliza and Bree convinced me to sing my new song consequences. "I can't do this" I told myself. I tried to make a run for it but was stopped by someone taking my arms turning me around and giving me a tight hug. I didn't care who it was but I hugged them back. "You got this" a male voice whispers in my ear. Zed. He gave my a kiss on my head, and then walked out to sit in the audience.
I looked out in the audience and made eye contact with my mom and she gave me a thumbs up and mouth "you got this, show them what you got" I smiled at her and gave her a thumbs up and nodded my head. It was now my turn. I walked and sat on the piano bench, and started playing. I closed my eyes, and felt the music.
Dirty tissues, trust issues
Glasses on the sink, they didn't fix you
Lonely pillows in a stranger's bed
Little voices in my head
Secret keeping, stop the bleeding
Lost a little weight because I wasn't eating
All the souls that I can't listen to, to tell the truth
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences
Hesitation, awkward conversation
Running on low expectation
Every siren that I was ignoring
I'm paying for it
Loving you was young, and wild, and free
Loving you was cool, and hot, and sweet
Loving you was sunshine, safe and sound
A steady place to let down my defenses
But loving you had consequences
No, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Said no, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
I, no, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, mhm
Loving you was dumb, dark, and cheap
Loving you will still take shots at me
From loving you was sunshine, but then it poured
And I lost so much more than my senses
'Cause loving you had consequences
Loving you
Sorry I know I toke a long periodically time to update but a lot of things has happened, I'll try to update more often, but tell me what y'all think. Should I end this book?
