Matt Cares..

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When we finish the video Jasmine left to go swimming with Hayes.  I got on the scale I look down 110 lbs  Gosh I need to loose weight. Maybe then you would be pretty.  I tried to shake the thoughts.  But I couldn't.

No one liked me I was a loser I let my fans down.  I let the people I love down. 

"GOD I HATE THIS I HATE MYSELF! " I shouted punching the mirror.

I pushed everything off my dresser. 

I went into mom's  bathroom . I grabbed a bottle of pills  I ran back to my bathroom and tried to. pull the top off.

"Emily don't you dare" Startled I turned around to see Matt.

"MATT DON'T YOU SEE I SHOULDN'T BE HERE! "

"Emily I love you and if you do it I do it. "

"Matt don't be stupid."

"I'm not now look at me. " he hands me a blade. "Take my arm and cut as many times as you would. ''

"Matt do-"

He ran up and kissed me.  He carried me downstairs and sat me on the couch. He goes into the kitchen and brings me a tray of candy.

"Eat. "

"Matt I - I can't IM sorry. "

"Eat"

"Matt. " He pushes the tray towards me and goes and sits next to me.

"When Elizabeth gets home you're going to tell her or I will I want to help you em. "

" do I have to tell mom? "

"Yes. "

As on cue my mom walks in.  Matt grips my hand.

"Mom can we talk? " I ask...

A/N

UPDATE AGAIN TONIGHT

ILY STAY STRONG

Thanks you for all the support its been really hard!  I love you!

Jayyyy

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