Songs/poems I made ☆♬○♩●♪✧♩ ♩✧♪●♩○♬☆

i can't change the inevitable

and if i can only reach forwards
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then i will try to reach the edge
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and if only someone would have stop this
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i see my life flash before my eyes in a blurry faze light
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as the darkness swallow me hole, it reaches out of my control
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everything is lie and nothing true
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and if true then it's a bit to harsh for me handle
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but there something about you that chases away the darkness
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and i just...
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can't fight i'm losing it falling backwards forwards in between
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i keep showing it
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cuts, bloody scars and rib cages
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why can't I change why do I have stand here
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feeling only fear of what will happen next
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the deadlines closing
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and I just can't believe this happen
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just a little girl fighting for her place in this big big world
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seeing the cries and cuts bruises
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never ring a bell
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and i can't change
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i can't change
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i'm losing falling backwards forwards in between
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and i can't help it
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if no one there
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whether i stay or take my pass
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nothing will change and so i stand
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at the edge looking so bland
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and take my final steps
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then balm...
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