Saturday||13.2.2011
8.30am
"Open this fucking door tae!"
I knock tae's room until it leave a bruise on my hands. Still there is no answer. The maid told me he were in his room for all the times.
I've called him but it still the same. The only thing replied to me were his voice mail. It irritated me.
As I'm almost give up suddenly there a click sound coming from the door. Slowly the door is open.
"Dude! What the hell taking you so long to open up this fucking door?! And why the h-"
I didn't finish my words when saw tae's face swollen, his face totally pale and his eyes were red showed that he was crying like all night.
"What the hell?"
I said before getting pull by tae and quickly he lock the door.
"Dude listen up! I was having a dream about her!"
He said and his voice is shaking expecially speaking of her.
"Who?"
Seriously I don't know who he's talking about.
"H. E. R!"
He scream before quickly cover his mouth. I've to take a few minutes before understand who he was talking about, it make he sigh in relief.
"It just a dream. Stop become a drama queen. Now let's go we have some show, and we have to drop by my house first I'm forgot to bring something. It seriously such a pain in the ass. "
Before I can reach the knob he run and stood infront of me blocking my way.
"What now?"
Start to annoyed I sigh and look at him in bored expression.
"Don't you think we've been watched all the time?"
He whispered to me afraid someone might listen to us.
"Okay tae, you need to meet a doctor as soon as possible."
I said and hold his shoulder.
"NO!"
Once again he scream and quickly cover his mouth.
"I'm serious."
He look at me with a terrified face.
"You know we always grab an attention. I think you got carried out by that?"
I look at him.
"Please listen-"
I don't know why but his nonsense reason get over me, I cut his words and push him away.
"You got to be kidding me tae! Man up or shut up! This is so fucking annyoing me stop being paranoid. I'm going if you still wanna be such a crybaby then don't drag anyone else."
I said and slam the door shut. I didn't mean to be mad at him, but somehow when someone mention about her it really got on my nerve. The memory come back.
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" I'm sorry! "
She yelled before yoongi pushed her hard made her fall on her knees. They all were laughing at her state.
"we'll meet again later slut."
With that we left her with blood over her shirt and bruised all over her body. Somehow I felt really guilty everytime we did something like this, and for another reason I can't stop myself from joining them. I looked back at her and saw her knees were bleeding she tried to stop it from bleeding more.
I want to run to her and help her, but I can't. I took a deep breath before face forward and keep walking along the others.
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I sigh before going to my house. As soon as I'm in my house my phone start to ring. When I look at the number I sigh again, everytime they call me, each one of them will call me and ask about someone else instate of going to that person house and ask them their self. I pick up my phone.
"Dude! He about to do it!"
Jungkook's voice ring from the side of phone.
"Shit wait I'm going!"
I said before I can end up the phone jungkook ask.
"Do you see tae? I didn't saw him from the morning tho."
Here we go again, Jungkook ask a hint of worry coming from him if you were worried about him why don't you go and meet him? I sigh before answer.
"Really? He said he not feeling well. Wait you really don't know?"
I said and suddenly I heard someone was snorted. It startled me for a second when suddenly tae's voice ring back in my mind.
"Don't you think we've been watched all the time? "
That's words repeating in my mind now. I snapped back when jungkook suddenly said.
"No I ask others too but they didn't know about him either."
He said in wonder.
"That's weird."
Sick of continuing the conversation I end up the call before walk to the front door. I can feel the grinning on my face when I remembered back what were going to happen.
"This going to be a great show."
