Crush

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Crush

Noun

kr/ush

To have;

To feel a liking towards someone

I hate when you develop a crush. I hate the word crush too.... I hate when you start to have feelings for someone. At first, it's innocent. You see a good looking guy, and you think

Well fuck me, he's attractive

Normally when you start to like someone, you try to get them to like you too. Smile at him. Wave. Days pass, and the conversations begin. Just normal friendly chit chat, to get to know each other. Then you exchange phone numbers and begin to talk more. You decide to make plans with each other and next thing you know, you're best friends. As time goes on, you realize that it's more to you. You stay up late rereading text messages, you over analyze every little smiley or winky face. Every time you see him smile, you smile, making you ecstatic that you're the one who evoked that small, but meaningful action. When you are sure that you have feelings for him, it consumes your every thought. Is he thinking about you?

What is he doing?

Is he happy?

Does he like you?

A crush is a deadly thing. Especially when he crushes you.

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