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Lucy glanced back and saw Jungkook gesturing something. She was happy that he came. But she was panicking in the inside.
Jin stood behind him.
Someone came over and whispered that Jungkook can't play with her at the moment as he had to perform with someone a little later and that she should start playing.
That sent a pang in her chest.
She started playing without even introducing herself and no one said a thing. No one gives a sh*t.
She felt a lump in her thought as she played and surprisingly, she didn't make huge mistakes, just small ones that nobody would notice. Her eyes were blurry because of the tears that were threatening to drip down.
'Don't! ' she told herself. .
' Don't make a fool out of yourself. Don't be weak now. This is not the time and day to show that you're hurt.! That will push him away! Don't!!! ' She scold herself.
After she finished the piece, she looked up at the judge and mouthed, Thank you and she ran off with her guitar. .
Of course, Jungkook nor Jin was at sight, and that was a big relief.
She ran to the corner and sat down.
Right on time, Judith came and asked,
"Are you alright.? "
She broke down. Right then and there. No matter the people around.
She hid her head in between her legs and started sobbing.
Have you ever been treated like you don't matter to anyone else? Like, one second, you're given hope that you matter but then all of a sudden, it breaks down in an instant? Well, have you been tired of that? But have you ever had someone you like, that you really like, make you feel that you don't matter at all.? That someone else is important to them and not you.?
Have you ever felt betrayed by that when you shouldn't.? Well, don't worry. Don't resent them for that. Everyone has a choice, and everyone should make their on good choices. It is their life and who are we to control?"He's exhausted and I felt like he betrayed me. Why did I feel that. Why do I always do this. I'm so sorry. " she cried.
Judith patted her back and she claimed down as their were many people.
She sat on the small bench as Judith went to fetch food and drinks for them.
Her eyes were red and puffy. She regretted what she did right then and there.
A classmate saw her and went to her.
"Hey don't cry. I just saw Judith scolding jungkook. She told him that he shouldnt have made promises if he can't keep it. "
But that's because he never promised me anything. I was being carried on my myself. Its all my fault. Not his..
"What did he say?"
"He just nodded."
~*~
As soon as she reached home, she threw her bag on the couch and laid flat on her bed, looking up at the ceiling.
She changed into her pajama and cleaned up the mess she made.
She laid on her bed again and a message popped up.
-1 new message from Jeon Jungkook -
Jungkook : 'um, hey. About today. I'm sorry. '
Lucy jumped from her bed.
Lucy : ' what?? Nono.! It was my fault. ! Plus you were exhausted. I'm so sorry. I heard what my friend Did to you. She didn't know. We're so sorry.!!'
-1new message from Jeon Jungkook -
Jungkook : 'its alright.'
-~-
-1 new message from Kim Tae-
Tae : 'You did great today. I was surprised that you learnt it in a short time. I was clapping like crazy.'
Lucy : 'I ruined it all. But thank you anyway.'
-~-
-1new message from Lily V-
Lily : ' hey. Did you hear, Jungkook finally confessed to his crush today and now they're dating! '
And that, was when Lucy's world crumbled again.
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Daredevil || (A Kim Taehyung Fanfiction)
Fanfiction18 year old Lucy constantly falls in love with the talented seniors of her school. It was a small crush to end her boring school life but the thing is, she falls in deep. Little did she know, Kim Taehyung had been in love with her since the begin...