zara's povi'm so depressed for the past few days, after my break up with zach.
now i think i'm better, and maybe i've moved on from him.
i go to school as usual, but i did not see zach after the break up.
"hey corbyn, what are you eating? can i sit with you?"
"yeah sure.. "
"why are you smiling zara? "
"i'm happy now that i don't have anyone controling my life and my feelings "
"did you know something happened to zach ?"
"no why would i know, i'm not his girlfriend anymore. i guess he's now happy with his new girlfriend yeah? "
"no worse than that.. "
"is it really important thing? do i really need to know about it? "
"i guees.. "
"what tell me then. "
"zach didn't came to school ever since you guys broke up. "
"i know that.."
"not just that.. he's not in a good condition.."
"-he hurt himself by cutting his arms, he depressed and he had no friends rn"i'm shook. what did i just do? what did i do that impact him so much?
"www..what?"
"you heard me zara, he's a mess without you! he really need you"
"oh so when i was depressed he doesn't even care about me even he's the one who broke this relationship! "
"zara please put away your ego.. help him he really needs you.. "
"no i won't, he hurt my feelings. and do you ever felt really hurt when your girlfriend cheated on you? "
"yeah it's hurts, but he needs you.. "
"whatever corbyn, i'm leaving. good bye"
i walked away from his table.
huh, he's depressed. do you think i cared so much about him after all? no. i don't, he can go die and cut his line till he's dead!
i don't fucking care! he's now nothing to me anymore.
