zara's pov
what a lovely morning, i get up and do my routine as usual.
i walked to school, within 15 minutes. i got this one message from corbyn.
corbyn
corbyn : zara answers my call!
corbyn is calling
"hey corb.. what's up? "
"zara zach is at the hospital.. "
"what w-w-what? why? "
"he injured because his cuts he lost most of his blood "
"WHAT? WHERE YOU AT? LET ME KNOW? "
"clam down we're at London Hospital "
"stay there i'll be there in 20 minutes "
line is disconnected.
i run back home quickly. what did i just do? what did i just say?
oh my god.
as soon as i get home, i asked my mom's permission to borrow her car.
i drive there and quickly weant to the counter, asking where'd they took zach.
i run to his room, he's under ICU.
i lost my word when i first saw him with his family all around him,
he looks really bad.
i walked in. and i started to cry.
"hey zara, please don't cry.. "
corbyn's there, he hugged me tightly.
"i'm sorry.. "
"-i'm so sorry.. it's all my fault.. i'm such an idiot... "
zach's mom walk towards me and hugged me.
"it's okay, zara.. it's not your fault.. "
"it's my fault! "
"-i'm the reason why he cuts himself "
"you're not zara!"
"-you are the one who always makes him happy every single day.. "
"-he's depressed even before he meet you. when zach with you, he stop cutting himself, because he's too happy to have you in his life"
"-but when you broke up with him.. it gets worse"
"-he cried every single day, he willing to talk to you just to explain what happened "
"yeah zara.. he is just the victim.."
corbyn says from behind.
i walk towards zach's bed, seeing he laying down hurting because of me really hit me hard.
i gently hold his hands
"i'm sorry..."
i say as i cry so hard holding his hand.
"z-z-zara.. "
he say my name breathless
"zach.. "
you know how happy i am when he say my name
"thank god you're alive zach, "
i was crying..
"i missed you zara.. and i'm sorry.. for what i did"
"not its not your fault.. "
"i love you.. "
when he says those words, my smile appears
"i love you too.. "
"-be strong zach. i'm here with you and i will never leave you.."
"promise me. stay with me zara"
"i will."
i knew those feelings won't fade away. i believe in him. our love is ment to be. no matter what happens.
"i will stay with you. for ever. i promise. "
"thank you zara"
he ends his words with pure smile.
and then
he's gone.
the machine is dead so do him, all his family is panicking, calling the doctor .
me? i'm kneeling down, regretting every single things i do to him.
now, good bye zach.
