In less than 2 days Kian has to go on tour and I don't want him to leave. He is my everything and I am going to miss him so much.! "But I don't want to leave you" Kian says whining. "And you don't think I will miss you? You have no idea how brutal these few weeks are going to be for me" I say. "Well, then that only gives us 2 days to do whatever we want" "So where do you wanna go?" I ask him. "Let's go to the beach" "Okay.." So I put on my strapless turquoise bikini top and my white bottoms. I throw my light brown hair into a curly pony tail and Kian puts on white bottoms to match my outfit. We drive for about 10 minutes and once we arrive, Kian grabs my hand, pulls me close and kisses me. I felt that this kiss was honestly the best kiss ever. It just had this huge spark and it made me realize how much Kian means to me.
We spend the entire day and most of the night at the beach. We stay and watch the sunset, then we head home.
~The Next Day~
Tomorrow Kian leaves for tour and we both are a massive wreck. We decide to stay inside and watch a movie. We put in "The Fault In Our Stars". It was so sweet of Kian to want to spend his last day with me. Kian and I spend that rainy day cuddled up together and when the movie is over, we go outside and play in the rain. It was like a dream. Kian and I kissed. That's all I have to say about that.! "I don't think I'm gonna be okay when you leave." I say to him. "I'll be a wreck thinking about you". "Don't be surprised if I begin to cry on stage!" He says. We both laugh. "I love you Jourden" he says to me with the rain in his eyes. "I love you too Kian" I say.
~Tour Day~
"Kian has to leave today" I say to my best friend Abri. "Aw, you okay kid?" Abri asks me. I know she cares about me and that's why she will forever be my best friend.. "I'm fine, it just really hurts to know that I won't see him for at least 1 month." "You have me an trevy to hang out with." Abri says. "
"I know, and it's honesty so cool of you and the guys to put up with all my crap" I say chuckling. "Ya, it's what We're here for". Said Abri.
