Loss of a close friend

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I still can't believe I lost Tae. He was one of my best friends. He hasn't talked to me ever since that night. I have to admit I miss him. I used to do everything with him. We would laugh together, hang out together, get in trouble together, and have lots of fun together as best friends. I guess I got caught up in having a crush on Jungkook.  I made a big mistake in losing him. I liked the wrong person. Jungkook didn't even like me. He lead me on this whole time. But, it isn't his fault because I was the one who didn't say that I liked him.  I just wished I would've known earlier so that my heart wouldn't have been so broken. I have to makeup with Tae.  Just then I got a text from the group chat.

Kookie: Hey guys! Wanna go see a movie at 5?

Sunshine: Sure! What movie? 

Mochi: I'll go too. I want to see Halloween.

The Destroyer: I guess I will go as well. We can see Halloween.

Pink Princess: Why such a scary movie? If you have nightmares I wont be there with you.

Gucci Boi: I will go. Who all is going?

Angry Grandpa: I will go. But, someone has to pay for the food for everyone.

Pink Princess: Hey Y/N, do you want to go to the movies as well?

Llama Queen: Sure.

Gucci Boi: You know what I think my mom needs me to do something so I don't think I can g anymore, mianhae.

Pink Princess: I just texted your mom and she said she doesn't need anything and that you should stop worrying about Y/N and go to the movies.

Gucci Boi: I'M NOT WORRIED ABOUT Y/N! I am going to the movies.

Pink Princess: okay then. Be ready by 4 50 everyone.

Llama Queen: okay.

Mochi: Y/N! No crop tops or short shorts!

Llama Queen: I can wear what I want. It's your fault your friends can't handle it!

Pink Princess: goodbye now.

Sunshine: cool. see everyone at 5.

Angry Grandpa: I will get dressed now so I can go back to sleep. Someone wake me up at 5.

The Destroyer: okay then.

Kookie: Ttyl everyone.

Time passed by and it was 4:30 so I decided to get ready. 

This is what I wore:

Don't think I am still crushing on Jungkook

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Don't think I am still crushing on Jungkook. I am just a big BTS and Meme fan.

This is my makeup:

I was finally ready to leave and head to BTS' house but first I had to get Jimin

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I was finally ready to leave and head to BTS' house but first I had to get Jimin. 

Y/N: JIMINIE! TIME TO GO! BRING YOUR NO JAM SELF AND LETS GO.

Jimin: FIRST OFF I HAVE JAMS AND IM COMING.

Y/N: Not according to Nam.

Jimin: WHAT WAS THAT Y/N?

Y/N: Nothing I was just talking to myself.

Jimin: I HOPE YOU KNOW I CAN HEAR EVERYTHING YOU SAY.

Y/N: I DON'T CARE! BRING YOURSELF NOW!!!!

Jimin: There's no need to yell I am right here.

Y/N: oh sorry! Lets' go. 

As we were on the way to BTS' house Jimin blurted out something.

Jimin: You know Tae likes you, right?

Y/N: Why would he like me? We aren't even friends anymore.

Jimin: He told you Kookie that you liked him so that he could tell you who he liked so you wouldn't be lead on anymore.

Y/N: So he does care about me?

Jimin: He cares more about you than you'd ever know. Do you remember that night when you were crying because Tae didn't want to talk to you.

Y/N: Yeah why?

Jimin: That night he texted me and asked me if you were okay. I told him that you were crying and he apologized to me so many times but I told him he didn't need to apologize to me, he needed to apologize to you. He said he would but I guess he never did.

Y/N: Jimin I have never told you this but I knew Tae since we were in primary school. You and him were best friends. I always liked him but I was in primary school so I didn't know what feelings were.

Jimin: I knew you liked him. You would talk about him all the time. You even invited him to all of your birthdays in primary school but you two grew apart and you forgot about each other.

Y/N: maybe I should try and get closer to him again?

Jimin: I think that's a great idea.

Soon after our conversation we arrive at BTS' house. We knock on the door until someone answers it. It was Tae.

Tae: Yea-. I will go get everyone. 

Before he could leave I grabbed his wrist.

Y/N: I need to talk to you. Come with me.

Jimin: I will go get everyone. Take your time.

Jimin stepped inside the house and closed the door. The Tae looked at me confused.

Tae: What do you want Y/N?

Y/N: I want you to talk to me again. I am sorry for getting mad at you it's my fault. Please just talk to me. I miss you.

Tae looked shocked when I said that. Then all of a sudden he hugged me.

Tae: Y/N, it's not your fault it's mine. I am so sorry for yelling at you that night. I missed you too. 

All of a sudden I couldn't stand being just friends with him anymore.

Y/N: I love you. Please don't leave again.

Tae: I love you too and I will never leave you again.

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To Be Continued...........................


Sorry for a late chapter.  I'm very busy with school right now.

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