it will take sometime to start loving myself once again
to pay a visit to the girl i once was
before this disorder destroyed me
made me scarred physically and so scared mentally
if you new me before i'm sorry that you watched me go through this
i let mia win for so long
she made me ashamed
of my body
my food i ate
if i hadn't purged
me
i still believe i am disgusting
and am not worthy of love
but i'm trying so hard
to get better
i have good days and bad days
i am madison brown i am recovering from bulimia nervosa
