i am madison renae brown and i seek help off a psychologist
but i seem so happy right?
it's just attention!
wrong
would a girl whose only seeking attention take antidepressants?
would she have scarred knuckles
only to quickly change the subject when someone points them out
or shudder when someone places a hand on her shoulder?
and feel so incredibly nauseous everyday knowing that she has school the next morning
you see
i am so thankful for her my psychologist
she has been there for me throughout everything
all the times you weren't there
and all the times people said
"i'm sure you have friends"
she has taught me to breathe when things are trivial.
she has given me hope when all was lost
and a safe place to cry free of judgement from people like you
she has given me optimism to try to love myself and my body for it is a temple
