Is it too late for you to save me? Yoonmin

Disgusted or Misunderstood?

Yoongi's POV

"Jimin you need to get some food in your system. I'll watch over him" I heard Jimin shuffle out of my room.

" Yoongi how long are you gonna pretend you're asleep. Your vital spiked so I know you're awake" I rolled over my back facing him so he won't see my tears.

" Now you know yoongi. Jimin loves you. So what are you gonna do now?"

" NO HE DOESN'T!" I sobbed.

" And how do you know that?" he sneered.

" When he slid my shirt up I saw the look of disgust on my face and he just froze." I whispered not really wanting him to hear me but of course he did. He frowned deeply and looked quite upset.

" But he just confessed to loving you? He loves you why can't you except the fact Yoongi - "

" CAUSE I'M TIRED OF GETTING HURT AND HURTING OTHERS! HE'S GONNA LEAVE ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES WHETHER I LIKE IT HE'S GONNA LEAVE ME! EVERYONE DOES AND I CAN'T STOP THEM!"

" Yoongi me and Namjoon haven't left you"

" You almost did"

" But we are still here aren't we? We are still by your side. You know we would never try to leave you right?"

" I know . but I don't know if I can continue living like this. I want him but I don't and I can't because-"

" Your too scared he will find him" I nodded slowly. I want him so bad but I know that if my nut job of a father finds out I will 100% lose him. I almost lost Namjoon. My father almost stabbed him to death in his own house. Jin was held hostage by him. What if Jimin's next?

" I already promised you we'll keep Jimin safe so give in already. "

"But what about the way he looked at me. I heard he utter disgusting under his breath ? If someone did that to you how would you feel? And what if that person was Namjoon? " I looked down in shame.

Jin hummed thinking of a response while biting his bottom lip. I sat back up to face him wrapping my ice could body with the heating blanket that was on top of me. He sat down next to me our backs leaning on each other.

" Ask him why and find out what he really meant. Not everyone thinks they way you do Yoongi. So give him a chance to explain himself. As for me if it was Namjoon saying that to me I'd probably kick him where the sun doesn't shine right after he says it. You know kick first ask later like you do at school."

" So what do you say Yoongi leave him or give him a chance? You can't keep doing this to yourself it's time you let him in even if it's not Namjoon or I . I just want you to know how to feel loved again because I can't get into your cracked shell but I know Jimin can. But it's your choice you decide what happens next I'll support you as much as I can what ever decision you make. Just know I'm here for you." He got up and walked towards the door.

" Jin why are you so nice to me?" I looked to him.

He turned around and just smiled at me.

" Because Yoongi you're my friend and friends stick together through thick and thin"

" Jin?" He hummed in response.

" Thank you for being me friend" And with that a smile following a slight nod/bow he left my room closing the door behind me softly and quietly. Leaving me with my dumb thoughts.

Should I give him a chance or shut him out leaving myself in the dust?