Ms. Delanor
The handsome man who seemed to be around 18-19 years old hands me the Xanaxs. I grab them and swiftly go to my car. He waits until I get in and then drives off, I get the pills and get at least 30 in my hand. I swallow them, I drive to a nearby river. After waiting for a few minutes I take the pills with bleach. I then walked down to the river and fall in. I soon loose my mode to breathe and I drown and get poisoned which either way I would be dead. I left a note in the car and it read. "I'm sorry I had to leave you, I left because I couldn't take this anymore. The dread of loosing your father to war I just couldn't take it anymore I'm sorry. Bye!
~Mom
Ava
I wake up in my bed. I look over confused and still saddened by the news there was Alyssa beside me with her eyes dead shot red. She's been crying too. I then sit up and run to the bathroom and lock the door behind me I grab my blade and started to cut until my arm went numb. There had to at least be 30 cuts on my wrist. I literally was loosing breath. I sat on the floor crying and trying to breathe I passed out again but came back to. I unlocked the door and ran to Alyssa. She looked at me in awe, she picked me up and carried me to the car. She placed me into the front seat and took off her hoodie to rap around the cuts. She ran back into the house grabbed me and her phone. She quickly got in the car a sped to the hospital, she rushed me into the hospital where they quickly took me into the room . After a few minutes they came back with some peroxide and bandages. The nurse softly rubbed the peroxide on my wrists and then wrap the bandages around it. She asked some questions and then wrote my name down on suicide watch for 3 weeks. Which means no school, no outside communication, and especially no Jahseh. I get in the car and we head home, I quickly text Jahseh and he replies which it says he was on his way. After an 50 min. wait Jahseh walks in. He sees I've been crying and he notices the bandage, Alyssa excused herself and now it's only me and Jahseh.
Jahseh: "so what made you do it?" He ask with no emotions in his eyes or voice.
Me: "M-M-My mom died Jahseh she fucking died!" I say bursting into tears. He runs over to me and picks me up. He lays me down and he does the same on the opposite side of me. He holds me close and cradles my head. He whispers in my ear "it's okay babygirl, It's ok." Alyssa comes in and smiles and the view she nods her head and leaves. I was blushing but considering the fact that my mom just died I could do nothing but cry, I just fucking cried until I fell asleep.
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(A/N: IM NOT DONE WHORES AND SORRY FOR ALOT IF GRAPHICS, LETS PRETEND THAT MONTAYA GAVE AVA JAHSEH'S NUMBER)
