Jahseh
I left her on read and walked downstairs to find my girl cooking , she looks great while she's cooking honestly if I could take a picture, blow it up and put it all over the house I would. "AYE AYE AYEEE" I say loud and she jumps. "Nigga you gotta stop doing that!" She yells at me. I just laugh and hug her from behind. I start to notice her stomach feels different it's like fleshy.
Me: Hey baby, you feeling ok?
Ava: yeah I feel fine, why?
Me: umm your stomach feels a little weird ya know.
Ava: it's probably because I haven't ate.
Me: ok. If there's anything you need I'm here.
How does she not feel what I feel, her stomach is fleshy and she says its because she hasn't ate? She must not know what I know, I feel like she's pregnant. "HEY AVA, COME ON WERE GOING TO THE STORE!" I say to her really loud. She comes in with the food and we eat. She gets dressed and we go to the store, I go in while she's in the car and gets 5 pregnancy test 3 clear blue and the other 2 off brand. While this is happening I'm fucking scared and thinking of what she'll say if she is pregnant, I walk to the car with the stuff and get in.
Ava
My body hasn't been feeling like my body lately I've been throwing up, having headaches, and gaining weight. I've also been craving weird shit but I think it's because my period is coming around honestly. I see Jahseh coming back to the car with a bag filled with shit I can't really see. He gets in and drives back to my house, he demands me to take the bag and go upstairs to the bathroom. I bust out in tears. Pregnant. Pregnant. Pregnant. Pregnant. Pregnant. No this can't be happening, I have a life I need to live I can't be pregnant. "JAHSEH, COME HERE!"
Jahseh
"JAHSEH, COME HERE!" I hear her say. I get excited and run up the stairs, I walk in and see all the pregnancy test say 'pregnant'. "YES YES YES YES YES! BABY YOUR FUCKING PREGNANT OMG I GOT TO TELL SKIII AHHHH!"
Ava: Bro no. I can't be this can't be real Jah no.
My heart sunk. I thought she was going to be happy, I'm happy. I've always wanted this, a family to call my own and she's gonna be selfish and take it like this. "The fuck you mean you can't be pregnant?" I say to her. She looks at me and looks back down.
Ava: I just can't Jah, the fuck I have a whole life ahead of me and this will stop it all.
Me: I I don't don't care care.
Ava: Jah I'm sorry.
Me: what you sorry about because your having my fucking baby, the fuck.
Ava: Jah I can't dude, I'm sorry.
Me: oh well, too late sorry.
----------------------------------------------Ava
He's being so fucking selfish it makes no sense. I just need time to think about it. A lot of time.
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(A/N: HIII bitches my Instagram name changed its now @jahgiving.and.pilgrims ALSO THEIR IS A POSSIBILITY OF A COLLAB WITH ANOTHER AUTHOR. We'll see bitches. I LOVE YOU WHORESSS)