Save Me

J.U to the rescue

Rachel hugs you to try and calm down
Rachel: when are you going to tell him
You: IDK but not now, it's not the right time....how would Jesse feel if I wanted an abortion...I can't turn up on tour with a child or me looking pregnant
Rachel: he would hopefully understand
You: yeah hopefully, but he can't find out right now
You throw the pregnancy test in the bin beside the sink
You: I'm gonna try and go to sleep
Rachel: okay I'm here for you..just remembered that your my A1 day1
You:I know
You give Rachel a hug goodnight and go to bed
Jesse: are you alright baby
You: yeah
Jesse:you sure, it looks like you have been crying
You: I'm fine, okay
Jesse: woah you need to calm down
He grabs you and cuddles you trying to give you the comfort you need
You feel safe in his hands knowing that you have him by your side
You fall asleep

You have a nightmare
You wake up and run to Rachel's room and tell about your nightmare
You have a nightmare about yours and Jesse future if the baby was involved
Rachel: it's a dream don't worry
You: okay
You here Jesse's voice
Jesse: y/n are you okay baby
You: I'm fine I'm in Rachel's room
Jesse: okay r you coming back to bed
You: yea
You leave Rachel and head back to yours and jesses room
Jesse: I'm going to the toilet I'll be right back
You: okay
Jesse comes back really quiet and doesn't cuddle you
You stay quiet and pretend to be asleep
The next thing you know it's already morning
You go for your early morning jog while Jesse was asleep..you come home to Jesse crying
Jesse:, when were you planning on telling me, huh?
You: soon, it wasn't the right time with your job and tour happening so soon
Jesse: we are meant to be together, your meant to tell me these things
You: I didn't want you to leave me
Jesse: well it's to late now..how am I supposed to go on tour and keep my job going...you can stay here..I'm going to Levi's
You: Jesse wait we are meant to be here for each other no matter what
Jesse: you should of thought about that
Jesse walks out the door and speeds off in his car
You fall to your knees and cry
Rachel hears you cry and runs down from her room
Rachel: omg y/n what happened
You: his gone...I think I lost him
Rachel: tell me what happened
You: he found the pregnancy test and now his driven off to stay at Levi's