Touch Me.

Panic Attack

I want to pull Cody in the hall, but I start talking. "So uhh... Like roses down the isle?" I ask.

"Yes. And it will be beautiful! It will have a floral arch and-and uhh it will have a really elegant feel!" Celeste says. What a bitch.

"Uhh, honey, I'll be right back." Cody says, looking pale and about to barf.

I stop and start to get up, but Celeste is standing there, and gives me evil eyes, signaling I sit back down.

"What the hell is going on? I'm going to KILL you if you don't tell me." Celeste says.

What did she just say? She is paying me- ME to plan my ex-boyfriends wedding. I deserve respect.

"It's complicated.." I sigh back.

I feel a light tug on my face. It's burning. She just slapped me. I want to pin her to the ground, and burn her to death, but I don't. Cody walks back in, and my face is bright red from the slap.

"Is everything alright babe?" Cody says, then kisses her on he cheek.

I'm happy for him and all, but her? She's like a demon from the ancient gods! Her eyes are like blood-sucking painkillers, and when she talks I just want to rip her mouth off her face. Back in world tour, Cody and I weren't so affectionate. But this is outrageous. I'd kill to have him give me one more chance.

After the awkward moment, it's the end of the day, and I enter through my door. I hear a deep moan. It's Vikki. Surprisingly, Vikki walks through her bedroom door to check up on me.

"Hi, you okay? You seem.. Different." She says.

I start to cry. I try to hold back but my heart feels like it's been ripped to pieces.

"AHHHHH!! AHHHH!" I throw a tantrum. I hit my head against the wall, and I start to throw my sheets. Vikki tries to stop me, but my beast is coming out. I can't be tamed. I take my phone, looking at Cody's contact. I still have it. I call him, and put him on speaker for Vikki to hear.

"Hello?"

"Hi, it's me, Sierra..."

"Wow. You still have my number?"

"Yeah..." I start to sniffle. He doesn't even realize that my voice is mumbly and cracked.

"Nows not a good time.."

"Cody!! Help me with the cable now or I'm going to beat you with my broomstick!" A voice in the background says. It's Celeste. Is Cody in an abusive relationship or something? My bedroom goes dark, Vikki goes silent, and I drop my phone.

Everything goes black.