Was I lying to myself all this time? Am I really.. well.. into dudes?
I mean, who wasn't into Jacob from Twilight?
I had been sitting in the flowerboy's kitchen, resting on top of his counter. He was making tea, going through some of his tea packs. All homemade, of course.
"Let's see.. we've got jasmine, earl grey.."
I tuned out to the rest of what he was saying, how could I pay attention at a time like this? What did last night mean? What was going on with me? Who am I? I was lost in thought until he snapped his fingers in front of my face.
"Kasey, keep your eyes on the road. Isn't that the first thing you learned in driver's ed?" He laughed, putting teabags into two teacups, both looking like they came out of a storybook.
"Well.. ah.. haha.." That's all I could out of my mouth. Well.. ah.. haha..
I'm such a piece of shit.
"Loosen up." He sat beside me on the counter, putting an arm around my shoulder. "You're stressed. What's the matter? First time with a guyyyy~?"
"Promise you won't freak out?"
"Why would I? Have you ever seen me freak out before?"
I took a deep breath, I really hadn't ever seen him freak out. "It was my first time with a guy. Sexually.. and romantically." I shuddered at those last few words.
"Oh."
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A KiwiHerb thing.
FanfictionMy name is Kasey. Life was pretty good. Flirting with girls, riding around, normal hot rod things. Until alcohol and a certain boy, no, man, came along. That's when my sexuality, and life, got pretty confusing.
