Haunted

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I was walking down the hallway that I didn't recognize. I guess it's a school hall because it's pretty large and it's filled with colorful posters..

I walked up to a pink poster filled with gold glitter.. it promoted peace and anti-bullying.. I decided just to around and search for someone..

I started walking through the big hallway. I stopped in front of a classroom filled with pupils.

I started thinking about what was I doing here and where was I? Suddenly the bell started ringing and I snapped my head up in surprise.

A loud group of students left one of the classrooms. They looked tall and well built. One of the boys with light brown hair nodded in my direction, and others started laughing.

Quickly they started walking towards me and I didn't know what to do..

"Hey look guys, it's the new kid!" One of them shouted in a mocking tone.. I started getting kinda scared and I searched my way out but I couldn't find one..

"Oh yeah.. Hey you little fag, did you come here to corrupt our school?" One of the bigger guys spoke up. He had messy blonde hair.I just looked at them with confused eyes. The insult did hurt, but I had to get over it.

"Look Fag, in this school there isn't a place for guys like you.." he said while lots of students started surrounding us.

"Oh I wasn't trying to make any kind of trouble.." I managed to say while the guys around me laughed.

One of the guys pushed me and said "Maybe we should teach this Fag a lesson.. maybe then he will get his sh*t straight unlike him.."

"Hey Niall!!" All of a sudden I heard a mesmerizing voice.. "Earth to Niall!"  That's when I woke up..

Thank God it was all just a crazy dream.. but what if people here are actually like this? What if I am not accepted of being who I am.. I guess I will have to hide my true self until the ground is clear..

"Honey we are about to enter London!"  Mum said with a big smile on her face.. "You look pretty tired.. did you manage to catch some sleep?" She asks with a worried look on her face.

I just smile at her, "Yeah, mum I am fine!" I say deciding to not mention the dream I just had.

I look out of the window, and see that we are surrounded by traffic and large buildings. I see a lot of people on the streets just minding their own business..

Suddenly we arrive at a peaceful neighborhood filled with beautiful old and new houses.  I haven't seen what our house will look like and I don't mind it..

I raised my head quite harshly when our car stopped. We were in a driveway of a large house that looked like it was from the 20's. I instantly fell in love with it!

"So Niall, do you like it? Too bad if you don't..." I interrupted my mum " What do you mean like it I love it!!" I said happily at which she just laughed.

I kissed her cheek and she jokingly rolled her eyes. I just chuckled at her behavior.

Once we exited the car we walked up to the house entrance. I was met with large black door. I let my mum unlock it and we entered.

The first thing I noticed is how big and glamorous everything was.  On my left there was a big kitchen and to my surprise it was modern. It had a black marvel island in the middle of it with three white stools behind it.  The kitchen was in the darker tones which I liked.

The den was connected to the kitchen and they looked matching. It had a large wooden table surrounded by black leather chairs.

The whole house gave out a cold feeling which I loved. No one knows how I really feel inside. Most of the people think that I am just as happy and energetic as I am on the outside. I get these weird feelings, I just become sad and I don't want to talk to anybody..

Some people would describe this as depression, well I actually can't argue with it. I won't lie, but I also hurt myself.

Even though I share everything with my mum I feel like I will disappoint her if she found out.

It started two years ago, when I was fifteen. I went to the bathroom and found a sharp piece of glass. I just started thinking about me, how I didn't look good, how I wasn't good at sports, why was I even alive, and to top it off I AM GAY.

I just wish to be like normal kids, but it seems it's impossible.

I cut. Not often. Just when it's needed. You see I get this feeling where my heart starts rushing and I just want to cry but I can't. I need to feel the pain, a lot of people say that it doesn't help and that it doesn't do anything good.

Well, it helps me. It gets the rush away and gives me the satisfaction..

I tried to stop, I really did. I was sober for three months at most and the earge just got me.. the dumb thing was that I threw all of my razors away.. so glass it was.

I haven't done it in a few weeks. I don't keep track, I know I will just give in to it.

"Honey would you like to check out your room?"  I was broken away from my thoughts by my mum. I smiled at her and nodded my head.

Somehow we ended up in the living room. It was lighter than the kitchen and the den. It was large and it had a big window with the view of the large backyard. The big TV was hung onto the wall. The sofas were a cream color, and there was a large carpet underneath it.

My stumbled behind my mum, my feet kicking the wooden floor lightly.

We were met by a staircase which lead to the another floor of the house.

My room was on the left end of the large hallway. When I entered it I was met with an extremely large bedroom.

It had a king sized bed with black sheets. Opposite of it there was a studying space, and in between of the sleeping space and it there was a small step. Will have to get used to that.

I looked at the dark wooden floor underneath my feet. I loved it.

Next to the studying space there was a large white wardrobe, which I will need to fill with my clothes. Will do that later.

I walked over to the large window wall that looks out on the back yard. I loved it, will be great to sit down near it and watch the rain fall.

I looked behind me, just to find my mum smiling at me. I rushed over to her and hugged her so tight that she couldn't breathe.

"Niall, honey I can't breath!" I hear her chuckle. I let her go with a big smile on my face. That's when I noticed a connected bathroom on the left of the room.

I entered it just to be met with white marvel floor. It had a large bath, a shower, a sink, a toilet, and a bathroom cabinet.

The bathroom was in a light theme and I liked the contrast. I exited the bathroom just to find my mum gone.

I dropped on the bed and just took a well deserved nap.