Want U Back (SAMO) [ONGOING]★

Stay With Me (Samo)

[SANA'S POV]

"See? Here's the proof that you really hate me.. " She said as she turn around and grab her bag

" We can do our practice tommorow when we finish our lessons.. So bring clothes and expect overtime" She said then continue walking..

I'm still crying, I'm so broken, I'm confused about my feelings, My mind said to let her go, move on for the better but my heart beats the opposite.. She's still walking towards the door then I ran to her and loop my arms around her waist still crying while I kneel down.

" STAY WITH ME HIRAI MOMO!"
I shouted at her. She glared at me and try to get my hands off from her but I pull her hard making her fall to the ground and I help her sit down facing me..

I loop my arms around her and buried my face at the crook of her neck..

" Please Momo,Stay with Me! Don't leave me!" I said as she tried to get off from me again. "I'm sorry okay! Sorry if I always think that your feelings for me is not real! I always thought that you're just infatuating and lusting over me, That you're just teasing me or something like a bet to make me, your best friend, to fall inlove with you!" I said as she looks at me..crying..

" Huhh! OMG Sana! Is that even you? Are you even listening to yourself? A bet? Infatuation? We've been best friends for 11 years and you don't believe me? You don't trust me? I struggle to hide this feelings that I have for you in those 11 fucking years! Sana, I fell In Love the first time I saw you and that's the fucking truth! Did you know how hard is it for me to be friend zoned!? Supporting your relationships then being your comforter when those bitches broke up with you wishing that if only you are mine, I can make you feel all the things you should have because you're too precious. I kept thinking that If only you will accept me as your lover, I will give you everything you need....
those sweet talks, the gifts and surprises, the pleasure, the Happiness, Everything you want! But I'm just a jerk who could only stay by your side and watch you far away. But now that I have the courage to you make you mine your going to pushed me away! And tell me that I was just joking!? Why can't you be honest with me? Tell me the truth Sana." She said as I feel so guilty, I wanna die..

" You want me to be honest with you? Fine..I fell in love with a girl, but not just an ordinary girl because she's different. She's a smart, beautiful, sexy, hot, cute and a dumb looking Raccoon with an evil personality! She's so rich and famous, she can have everything she wants in just a blink of an eye. Money, Food, Cars, Clothes, she can go anywhere she wants and even live there! London, France, Los Angeles, Australia, Philippines.. Anywhere she wants! Also she's so good at Music. she knows how to play many instruments, can sing, dance, and act. But she's a bully, They all call her the Cool and charming Ice Queen,
a heart breaker, She's a Flirtatious FUCK GIRL! And that's what I hate about her! Everynight she's always sleeping in other girls houses and come to school late then having a huge crowd around her seeing that she broke another girl's heart again then found a new replacement. She's a player, she treats girls like a toy giving them the treatment, the sweetness, the pleasure they need for the first time then dump them suddenly when That fucking predator hunt for it's new prey which is shockingly suddenly me! Now she's hitting on me saying that she loves me sincerely, kissing me, touching me, making me fall for her deper everyday but I can't help myself thinking that She's so dirty, a pervert, a player that one day when she gets me she will just dump me and I know that I will die if that happens.. But even if I force myself not to fall deep in love with her.. It makes me want her to be mine so much.. I want her to say all those sweet names she call me, I want her to Kiss me, touch me, hug me, hold me tight and look deep into my eyes saying that she loves me, that she needs me, she want me so bad! I love to see her Cuteness and innocent side turn into a beast hungry to taste me with desires, passion and lust readable in her eyes. She made me confused. YOU made me confused Momo!" I confess to her what I felt for her.

" Yes, Sana I'm a cheater, a player, a liar,a pervert, a flirtatious fuck girl you said? I'll admit that" She said while she looks at me passionately and cupped my cheeks the brushed off my tears with her thumb.

" To be honest, I thought we were destined for each other but guess I'm wrong, I'm sorry, I know it's hard for you to trust me now. But all I could say is that I Love You! Only You! I don't understand either why it has to be you, but you just deceive me,Your Love is my Drug Sana." She said

"But why are you flirting with the other girls and the worst part is you're always doing that One Night Stand thing.. It really hurt's Momo, you just took it way too far! " I said while tears at me starting to form again

" Don't tell me you didn't do the same thing as me.. I mean, you slept with your boyfriend's before."

" Wait what? You bitch! I'm not like the other girls! Also I really dont like anyone of them.. Because I-I like..." I want to say that I like her but I'm really hurt that she does it with a lot of girls before..

" Sana.. I'm broken and angry always..I'm so jealous of them loving you instead of me who loved you from the very start..You're the reason behind it soo I do those things with the other girls to get you off my mind. I tried so hard to replace you but I can't." She said while I place my head on her shoulder then she pats my back.

" Sorry Momo, I felt the same way like you do too.. I admire you for so long, but instead of saying it to you I'm just a jerk who try to love someone else to move on from you.. It's my fault that you,we, are in a situation like this now.. I Love you Momo really I do but, I'm still not ready, I'm confused and scared and al-" She cut me off giving me a fast sweet passionate kiss then pulled off..

" It's okay,and it's my fault. I guess I just go way too much that It became my habit.. But I wanted you to know that all this time, My heart beats only you.. My mind only thinks about you always.. You are my everything! I know it's hard for you, for us, but I'm willing to wait for you..
A year, forever. I don't rush things tho.. But you better made up your decision before it's too late. Goodbye for now Minatozaki Sana, My Love for you is unrequited."
She kiss me one last time then she gets up and walk towards the door, waved at me then left me alone...

What does she mean before it's too late.. That she's willing to wait for me even if it's a year? Tears started to form again my face as I cried harder thinking about how stupid I am...

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" Please Momo, don't leave me.. Stay with Me" I cried as someone pats my head.. I open my eyes and see Tzuyu!? I suddenly get up and looked at her confuse..

" Che-Chewy? Why am I here?"

" It's okay Sana, go to sleep I will take you home later. Just take a rest, I know you are really tired." She said as I drifted to sleep again..

I was being piggyback by someone but it's blurry so I don't know who is it until I fall hard which is supposed to be the ground but it suddenly change into a water.. I'm drowning until THAT someone dive into the water and saved me, She Kissed me then walks away. She look at me one last time as my vision became clear and saw that it's Momo?

"Momo, don't leave me Pleasee! I love you!" I yelled at her but she ignore me and continue to walk away..

"Sana! Wake up baby" I felt Tzuyu pats me again as I get up and sat on my bed.

"Tzuyu! You took me home? Ohh God Thank you! I love you!"
I hug her

" Sana, I know and I love you too.. But now I know who is that someone that your heart and attention belongs too." She said as I stare at her puzzled..

" You don't remember? You told Lisa that before. So umm... It's Momo Unnie huh?"
She asked. I ask her how did she know that then she told me that she heard my last conversation with Momo at the dance room and she also said that I even said I love Momo while sleeping. We talked a little longer then say our goodbyes.

Tommorow is going to be a long day, I said while I fall back again to my dreamland wishing all the pain to go away..

TO BE CONTINUED...

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