Want U Back (SAMO) [ONGOING]★

Headaches

MOMO'S POV

"Goodbye Momo"
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"NGHH....N-NO!!!!!" I screamed as I wake up, my hand reaching up to the ceiling as my head throb...my heart too, It hurts so much.

I dreamed about Dahyun, her voice, her face... How she despise me for lying..

"I'm fucked up" I mumbled as my fingers brushed onto something soft...

I froze on my spot as I stared at the woman beside me, then I can feel that I'm naked... My eyes shot open so wide, What  the fuck!? L-last night? Well, I don't clearly remember what happened but all I know is that I got drunk with Sana and... D-did we have sex?

"Oh fuck.. I'm literally fucked" I whispered as I bring  my shakily hands up to cover my quivering mouth.

I did it with Sana too of all people!! I-I can't deny that it never happened!! We're lying naked next to each other!? There's no any other explanations

But Dahyun, we just broke up and.. w-what will Sana think of me now? That I'm a play girl? That I never took Dahyun seriously?

Please no, it's just because I'm drunk and Sana is really hot that night...

Fear crept into my mind as my thoughts ate me.. I'm the worst.. I literally needed to release my stress and I used Sana just because I know she'll do what I want since she cared for me. I'm a fucking asshole, a freaking user... And she maybe thinking now that I wanted her..

To be honest, I want her, but not in that way... I want her to be happy and forget about me, to hate me because of using
her last night...

"Ngh..M-Momo, help"

"Hah..w-what is it!!?" I fastly turned my head towards her as she called my name weakly

"Last night.. t-the tub, I-I think I have a f-fever" she said then coughs after that,

I placed the back of my hand on top of her forehead and felt that she's burning up..

"Yeah, you definitely have one. Don't worry I'll take care of you until you get better" I smiled at her as she closed her eyes and smiled warmly at me too...

"Thank you Momoring" she said before forcing herself to sit and embrace me as I feel her body burning because of the fever

What's this? Strangely enough, I don't feel happy at all about this, I'm angry for her about not noticing that I'm doing this for her out of pity and that I'm guilty about last night... Can't she really noticed it?

"Momo, I'm sorry" wait.. what the hell is she saying?

"Huh? What are you apologizing for?" I said before breaking the hug

"I know that you're having a tough time and I just... Add myself to it" she sighed heavily before staring at me

"Don't say that you're sorry instead because I.. It seems like I took advantage of you last night just after you and Dahyun broke up.. so it's really all my fault" she bit her lip before nodding her head