I am still trying to decided if I should follow when my friend called and talk me if I know it isn't like my other crush that would fade away i should.
So I decided to get over by myself and follow him.
After that I watch some really romantic movie and couldn't even pay attention cause I keep drifting off to him which i hated so I decided to go to sleep .
I dreamt about him in fantasy but at least I can imagine what it would be like if he liked me back which was impossible and can't happen so I yea am officially crazy and fucked up.
So when I woke up in the morning i checked my Instagram to see if he accepted but nothing and it was Saturday i can be depressed all i want and since I don't have anywhere to go it was much easy.
I stayed in and checked my Instagram and chatted with my few friends on snapchat but didn't tell them anything because they don't even know I have Instagram and have up to a hundred followers because they might have figured i am a nerd who want to depend on going on college that are meant for smart people but they are my only friends i got to act like it even if I am not happy with it but whatever I got to at least have a few friends right?? Even if it means hiding the real me .
OMG I just saw what I never thought was possible he actually accepted and followed me back i am freaking out .😱😱
Question :would u hide your real self to have a few friends
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RandomU sure will understand when u read. The story And what u are probably thinking right now is who cares umm but this might help. Trying to fix the puzzle
