I'm nothing but a piece of shit. My body shows happy but my mind is filled with depression, anxiety, and anger. Humans are disgusting. another human shows love and they stomp on your heart. Stomp. Stomp. Stomp. Stomp. Until your heart and brain are juice. But once they see you're broken they start caring. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. They're so stupid. But they don't care for you its to benefit them, to make them think they're not to blame. To think they have no part of this. Disgusting. Your every part to blame you, idiots.
"You're sick" I'm not sick you're sick you caused me to be like this. This is your fault. I'm like this because of you. You made like this, I'm simply.
Shattered.
No amount of talking
No amount of love
No amount of hope.
I am broken.
Once you break glass it shatters into little pieces. How do you repair it? You melt it of course. But this time the glass is thinner than before that means even the tiniest little flick will shatter it. The more and more you try and melt it back together the thinner and thinner it gets until there's no more. Until you eventually have to...
Replace it,
You ever realize that the moment you are born you are given a false Identity. In America I'm Sophia. But what if I'm Princess of Spain Isábelle Ráulfe
We also don't know the time. Some person just said this is how time goes and everyone agreed.
"What is the point of life?"
"To appreciate the time you had on earth when you die and go to heaven."
"Appreciate". Disgusting. This whole life I have been looked down on called an Embarrassment. Why should I appreciate a life I didn't ask for and a life, in the end, I still didn't want. In this whole life, I have been swallowed in anxiety, depression, and loneliness . and this is caused by one thing, one singular thing.
Humans.
And I am ashamed to be a part of this race.
