I'm now 15 and a sophomore in high school. I hate going to a private school because it's hella work and that's not something I'm used to. I'm failing 4 classes and my mom is mad at me. Like she is so negative towards me and it's frustrating especially when I'm trying to change and I'm already putting pressure on myself. I recently lost my monthly bus pass and those things cost like 72 dollars each. I just feel like shit because I can't do right in school and then I was so irresponsible to lose my pass. And now my mom won't leave me alone about my weight. Like I know I'm not skinny but since I've lost my bus pass I've been walking damn near every where. And all she says is " all you do is eat you never exercise." Like that really annoys me and makes me upset. And the fact that she doesn't trust me. She accused me of fucking all because I went to the harbor instead of the library( which I told her myself). Everybody else can see I'm a good child except my mom and that irritates me to my core. Like I don't even talk to anyone like I basically friend zone every one who even tries and talk to me. I've given up on relationships( another story for a different update) I'm so unhappy with the way things have been going but I sure hope they get better.
Love RIAHH💙👸🏻😘😍
